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Wednesday, April 2, 2008
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Current Song: Sorry

Current Mood: Pissed

Time: 4.57PM

Today went to school early with Zilin and Veron & Elaine & Kellie..

Turns out im the first to come..

Thn txt Elaine to find out where is she..She was at home..

So Veron,Zilin and me went in first..

Shortly after Elaine came..

Soon after it was time to go to the hall for assembly..

Got chased by Mr Lim and Mr Sim..

Thn we walk to the toilet..

Mr Lim ask us where we going thn Zilin said..

"Going toilet..You want to come?"

Haha so lame lahs..We all laugh sia..

Had a Fashion Show during assembly.

Nadrah was super sexy!

First period was SS..ok lahs..Played with Vanessa..

Thn was Physics...Super sian..

He ask us to do WrkBk..But i didnt..

I took the time to write letter for Zilin and Veron...

After tt was recess..Thn ate malay food..

Veron almost sprained her ankle..

Elaine went with Judi today..

After recess was Emaths..

Had classtest...Was quite hard..

After EMaths was Eng..Went to Eng thn like slack..

They did the marking for the compre...

I was smsing Cassy and others..

Thn Cassy told me tt Zilin was crying..

So i txt Zilin why she cry

but she just said no lah..Some sad stuff...

After Eng..Was Bio..Ms Koh took us..

Played with Elaine..Played with Vanessa..

Made her damn pissed...hahas...

After Bio went down to GO to meet Veron and Zilin they all

Waited damn long...Thn Zilin came down..

She talked mostly to Veron and Elaine..

Thn me Cassy and Kellie + Crisna like talk lahs..

Went to play piano cus damn sian..Thn Veron told me Zilin crying..

Thn i went to sit nxt to Veron ask her What happen..

But she say she dunno..Thn when i sit there they stopped talking...

so ok lorh..

Thn i go sit with Cassy they all..Thn Cassy felt hungry..

So we went canteen..Talked alot..We all were like feeling pissed..

After tt went back..They left us a note saying they went to RM..

Because they felt hungry..

I felt pissed..I mean wad about me?Thn ok lorh fine..Thn called Veron..

Supposed to go eat koban and buy pen at Popular...

But they went with Zilin to Rm and

thn nv invite me so ok lorh..I went home feeling left out and pissed..

Took bus 88 wait damn long..And the heat was killing me..

Reached home..watch tv..Drank my Bacardi..to let off some steam..

Feeling abit mabok now...

Alot of things went through my head when i walked home..

I dont understand you..Its like we all care about you...

But you shut us out..Your heart only wants her.

Its ok though..But what about us?Think about it..

But if you need me i will be there for you...

We just dont want you to get hurt again.

"Maybe I dont mean as much as i do compared to her.

But to me,it doesnt matter.As long as you are happy..

But im tired of thinking you are my best friend..

When you already have her in your heart and can accept no others..

Maybe what im saying doesnt mean anything to you anymore..

But it doesnt matter...

Cause i dun wanna continue this kind of so called "friends" relationship anymore

if you dont wanna appreciate all the things that we have done for you."

Feeling sad right now..Still drinking my bacardi..

All we want is for you to be happy.

Thought about him & him today..
I thought about ytd..He was online ytd night..

I never felt so alone and kicked one side in my entire life..

I never thought this would happen again..Its the same reason why

it happened before.I'm very dissappointed.

I think i'll remain single..I really dun wanna get hurt again..

The feeling sucks..Its like an invisible knife cutting my heart

and the worse part is it doesnt have a cure.

I kept the promise..You broke it.

Current Song: Low

Current Mood: Mabok and sad

Time: 5.38PM

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