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At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,

Friday, January 30, 2009
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Today is the last day of the week!

FRIDAY?!

Ok so school was school.

after school went to IKEA thn went to zilin hse

got hongbao take

hahahah!:)

thn went home with kellie

took 89 bus

reach home at like 7 plus.

Thursday, January 29, 2009
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School was school

Today elaine didnt come school

act sick lah tt one.

class was ok...

Sandhya and i talk and stuff.quite fun

and there was amirah

fun too!haha

Bio is a killer!

Since elaine didnt come i got no one to sit with

so sat with Fel cus nandhini nv come too

Today tt rai rai like siao lah

she didnt eat her meds today i guess.

after school went to jacq hse.

Elaine zilin kellie veron went.plus me of course

after about 4pm cab to my hse

except veron

after veron left thn we cab to my hse.

ate fried rice and all.

They got hongbaos lorh!

Didnt even got orange.TSK

Oh man they left at like 7 i not going to do hw

For chinese

lazy.

want to go watch my cartoon liaos SEE YOU.

Because of what you did to me,you lose them

You played the wrong cards girl.

As a result you lost everything.

What you dont knw is we come as a package altogether

Dont think that cause you try to avoid your problem and say is my problem

it doesnt go away

because now,you loose me but i guess its not important to you

but you loose them.

Even if we are friends again

it doesnt mean its gonna be ok.

and it doesnt mean you are secure.

it will never be.because of ur attitude.

You dont even want to acknowledge your problem

What you dont knw is our past.We went through thick and thin tgt

what you dont knw is like an advantage to us.

Because you never knw whats beneath its surface.

Once you insult me,you insult them

and you loose them.so dont act all pitiful and all wanting them back

and begging me.trying to act all hypocrite.

Dont think i dont knw what you do behind my back

Between us,there will never be secrets.

so you can kiss your friends who care about you so much goodbye.

They will never want to have a friend like U.

BTW YOU LOST HYPOCRITICAL BITCH.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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After CNY and its BACK TO SCHOOL

School was ok.

Woke up at 8AM hahaha

Are you guys jealous?

When dearest ask me,she had this funny expression.

haha damn farnie.sort of like in shock,

FALA got 4 periods.

Not so stressful though

We doing Graph.

Trigo Graph to be more exact.

So had recess at the same time as Elaine they all

I couldnt find Sandhya anywhere so i sat with Elaine they all and ate my food

i ate scallop rice nugget and the seaweed chicken!

They all toking bout menses and crap =.=

I just ate my food thn i left cus i wanna do finish the 10 graphs i have to do

cus we had a little test and i got the y=tanX graph wrong!

thn found meeling and joanne

followed them up

SANDHYA IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!

so had our lesson thn it was Emaths,

Was ok...Fatin keep make me laugh lah

Thn i disturb her too

thn English

OMG cannt stand tt NUN

I have lots of complains

but idk how to.Its a matter of geksim dunwan to say.

Say ready like walau

even more angry.

Hais.

After English saw KELLIE AND ZILIN :)

Thn went for PE

It was fun

the teacher nv come

thn a bunch of us played catching and all.

and dog and bone

damn fun lah

Sweat like hell.

Went to backgate

Wanted to take bus

but the sun so bloody hot

so called daddy and mummy pick me up

went home thn bathe and i ate mummy cook for me de noodle!

DAMN NICE

ate two bowls

hahhaha

im turning fat!

Did my SS hw!! :)

i am satisfied with it!

Daddy and mummy went to play mahjong with popo and brother ben

Apparently Brother Ben took MC =.=

Ok CHAO!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY?!

Omg ok the bird flew away lah damn sad,

I wonder how is it right now

Ok im really lazy to type everything.So ill just load pics.

ok so went to ah gong hse in the morning

a few days ago there was this injured bird so i brought it home.

thn when we went to ah gong hse there was this CHICKEN

Im SERIOUS.ITS A CHICKEN to be more exact can be a ROOSTER

OMG LAH,Whats with these animals.

Thn the day of our reunion dinner,

there was this abandoned rabbit near the badminton court.

We played badminton like siao

We girl vs boys.

GIRLS WIN?!

BOYS LOSE!

some more we like suck at it.

Saturday, January 24, 2009
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School was fun today

Jacq sick went home...

Seems like all has gone back to normal :)

Its been a long time

But because of some things we were you know

but after all we are still friends why cant be just be frank?

I mean i really want all this to stop

One moment pity comes into my mind

But the next is how you treat people.

But well, all is well.

Had recess with kellie cassy elaine veron

Skip HIP again

I really feel fat now.

I think nxt week i shall start going.

HAHA

but weds dun have

so only need to do two times.

Which is thursday and Friday

I shall accompany Grace.

I bet she think im a lazy bum

Cus i keep complaining when i with her

hahahahha.

Did my hair in English and i drop ALOT of hair!

Sandhya help me tie

Damn pain

She pull like walau.damn pain ah

Im not surprised if im sick or wad

MUMMY BRING ME TO A DOC!

I DONT WANNA DIE!

Went home with Cassy,Kellie

Wait for these two princesses damn long lah

took 82 home

They went Bugis.

So went home and bathe

Didnt eat lunch

Txted with Dearest alot

cus now zilin gone i got no txting buddy!

HAHA

Did my nails.

Thn fell aslp.

Slp till damn shiok.

Painted my nails red with black.like french

Coolio rite.

But my nails short so look wierd i guess

But it looks cute to me

Thn my manicure is ruined!cus they rush me to change and all

and like i didnt wear bra

can you imagine wearing a bra with wet manicures?

And so i tried

And my manicure is like RUINED

and my bra is worn like damn uncomfy.

Cus my parents come back and bathe thn we went to Great World City

To watch

THE PREVIEW OF THE MARRIAGE (WEDDING) GAME

HAHA

Fan Wong ,Christopher Lee turned up.

COOLIO RIGHT

i feel like an important person hahahahah

Took video and pics but cannt really see.

Thursday, January 22, 2009
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Dont really remember what i do for the day...
Oh i rmb i skipped HIP for zilin...
Had recess
Fun one.
Thn send zilin off till my bus stop took 161 to CP and thn took train to Vivo
with Elaine.

Wanted to buy my Red jacket from F21 but no more
and my I love music tee.
But GONE?!
So sad lah...Bought a red scarf instead from pull and bear
Damn nice i think i wearing tt for CNY
Be lady like and all
I wanna get Mphasis tt yellow strap heels!
Wanted to get a black jacket from Espirit.
Cus its like similar to the red one from f21.
BUT YOU KNW WAD?
IT WAS about 130 bucks ok.
WTF.
Still wanted to buy lah
Im damn sad
i really like the red jacket.
Plus i really like red
and its hard to find like a plain red jacket lah.
SO SAD!
Hais..Hope i get another one i see better thn this jacket?
Went home like dunno wad time

Had fish soup and sam lo hor fun for dinner!
Ate with Susanti.
She dapao home.
Thn watch Xin Hua Duo Duo Kai 2!
Wait for dinner mummy come home thn do homework.
Cus i need help on homework.
I broke down when im doing my english in front of my dad.
I felt really stress and all
and he started scolding me.
Knw how i feel?
He stayed with me the whole time though
I this whole week slpt like 12 AM all
Did hw till damn late and all
Always like no time.
This week like damn busy.
And i feel so tired.
Slpt at 1
Woke up at 6.40Am
cus Veron txt me in the morning thn i woke up to it.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
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Old age is catching up on me.

Im loosing hair and memory.

How?

Soon ill be growing white hair and have wrinkles!

And ill look damn ugly

But by thn,id have gone for BOTOX!

haha joking!

Ill nv go for botox!I wanna die young but not too young

Cus i dunwan to die old and wrinkled and ugly.HAHA

Ok last min last night zilin say she got fever not going school!

Thn we say going eat macs?!

Went with Amirah and Nurie instead!?

Now me and Amirah and Sandhya and Zilin of course very close.

Meaning not altgt man

I mean as in im now close to the ppl are them

Cus i always see them.

And im seeing a new side of Amirah ive never seen b4!

Sandhya is fun to be with

and naturally cus she's my buddy and a maths i oso sit with her

but poor grace sit alone :(

cus we 3 sit tgt

but not any more!! :(

Not going HIP tml!

Sry grace for pangseh ing you!

Cus i wanna spend some time with zilin!cus she going malaysia for 4 days!

Can you imagine no one to txt with?!

I shall go disturb Cassy thn.

We shall GOSSIP :)

hahahahah.....

Had Amaths

Mrs Elan gave us Chocolates!

I took one.Maltesers brand.Damn nice!

thn recess at 10.05.

Me and sandhya like not hungry

but thn stil we force ourselfs to eat cus we're sure gonna be hungry later on

Ate chicken rice with Sandhya

Sandhya is like damn funny lah

and shes got Fan Club's everywhere!

And she say she gonna step down from president!:(

so sad!

Had recess with the sec 1 and 2

and thn we sat tgt...all amaths ppl

coolio rite

and we were like talking and all.

And there was like 4b2 table we sat there and

sec 5 got table and we were like sec 1 and 2 where can sit there!

thn adelin ng came

some girls scared quick zhao.

but she nv shoo them!

Aiya...no nice show sia...sad

after eat i bought jiajia liangteh to drink thn i ask some one open for me and joanne volunteered

thn she open until the cap is bend

thn sandhya try the whole thing came out =.= but the opening still close

hahahha

and thn sandhya use pen knife to open

and thn fan club came again

it was sec 1s

which sandhya dont even knw...haha damn farnie lah

we were like all laughing at ut inside joke

means the sec 1s dunno lah

and thn sandhya like copy mrs elan hahah

damn funny!

and we complain bout sister

damn funny

and i ask her like who in charge of us about the o level thing one

cus we cannt make it to the briefing this friday

cus we got free tix to watch the preview for the marriage game!

thn she say i can ask sister if we got anything to ask

thn i was like "but she like...(made a face) how to ask?"

thn the whole class laugh thn i end up laughing too

damn funny

thn had emaths and english

english like suck

she expect us to do the whole compre except summary in less thn 2 periods

thn she say on aircon thn she dont even knw how to on

WTF

thn must other ppl on for her

thn she on 5 mins thn off =.=

WHATS THE DIFFERENCE

but thn this afternoon really very hot.

Wnet home after tt

Casper at my hse

He ate like alot

ate fried rice for lunch

sinful!

Zilin and her love and me and my love talk on the phone

So 4 of us talk for like 5 hour ++++++

So Fun lah.

hahaha fun rite!

I did hw and talk to them.

Zilin help me with my tou shu letter leh

so nice rite

hhaahaaha THX zlin! loves!

hahaha....thn did hw

but tml got ss test

didnt bother to study!

didnt even pay attention in class

no xin to learn leh...dunno why?

sure gonna fail

most of the ppl in my class nv study?

just now like 8 ppl from my class in a conversation

so fun lah..

so im having like lots of ppl toking at the same time

its hard to catch up!

ok coolio

im in love with THIS COLOUR NOW!

hahaha

toodles!

going vivo to buy my jacket tml!! :)

but i short of 15 bucks thn i can buy my i love music shirt!!!!

who want to lend me?

oh zilin lending me

heartts her :)))

BYE

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
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Zilin kellie cassy nv come school!

Had eng...=.=

i sneeze thn sister told me dun talk =.=

WHAT THE FUCK.

ok dont rmb wad i do ready....

END

Monday, January 19, 2009
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Went to school.

School was school.

Bio damn sian...

Chinese was ok...

The rest dont rmb.

I these few days cannt rmb alot lf things.

Oh and mummy and daddy say this thurs they going to bring the com to funan IT mall for dunno wad reason.

But its ok for a day only :)

Oh after school suddenly got HIP briefiing thn i thought only zilin waiting for me but got 5 ppl waiting for me!!!

SO COOL

haha sorry to 5 ppl cus zilin say i must say sry to 5 ppl hhahaha

After tt went to bus to hougang with zilin

pei her go see doctor .i went inside with her.

haha she still so thick skin ask for MC lor hahahaha

thn she dapao chicken chop for her sister and eat ban mian

thn i went home

and thn she told me the ban mian not nice =.=

Mummy got dinner thn ate with daddy and susanti only..

So we ate Macaroni.hahaha

It has NICE written all over it.

But i quite full cus i ate my lunch at around 4

did all my hw thn didnt get a chance to finish all my tuition hw :(

Did my stupid eng essay from 8 to 12?! what the fuck .

slpt until damn late

haha now my most hated is ENGLISH.

Sunday, January 18, 2009
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Ate porridge in the morning and had tuition!till 12 noon!

Ok thn stayed at home?

Dont rmb what i do liao

but i slpt early for monday!WHOO

Saturday, January 17, 2009
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BEFORE

AFTER

Woke up quite early

But slept quite late

Went to eat breakfast somewhere which i somehow dont rmb

I actually dont really rmb what i do today..

Went for tuition earlier like 1.30 pplus instead of 2.

After tuition went to cut hair!

Did treatment too.

Cut hair until i damn heartpain

my hair so long cut until my breast there now if put in front

:( ALOT leh.

I so sad sia

my hair is damn annoying.keeps pocking my eye.

by the time i got home it was like 6 plus

Went out to eat dinner with susu and wife

lol...tell you a secret!

I always nv call her.As in like when you see elders you have to call right?

But idk what to call her.lol.

so went to Toa Payoh to eat dinner

Ate Prawn mee,Fishball bee tai bat soup!

and with Stingray

Called alot so da bao th stingray and give casper

cus we all knw HE LIKES IT ALOT.

the prawn noodle too.but we only gave him the stingray.lol

Cus we ask his mum to come but she say want to buy dress at hougang mall =.=

Went home and blog...thn do hw chiong till 1 am plus...Cus nxt day got Zheming's tuition.

LOL

Friday, January 16, 2009
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Ok today and yesterday is a so WTF day:

lets start with ytd.

Thursday 15/1/2009 :

Went to school, school is school.

Happy thing in school is bio teacher didnt turn up

Me elaine fatin and amirah and nandhini

sang songs in class.Damn fun

Try to like song high low in a group sync kind haha

damn funny

After school suppose to have amaths remedial but it was cancelled cause there's a case or something

Went to hospital at night to visit gong gong

He admitted hospital..

Ate dinner there too

complained to my auntie and family bout the nun!

They laughed.ALOT

thn came home and slp

Got the commonwealth essay to do but cant be bothered and too tired.

Friday 16/1/2009:

Went to school

Chinese do the compo corrections

me and jacq last to leave

thn left 15 minutes of recess...from 4th floor to 1st floor

thn after recess got eng must come up 4th floor again

so we didnt go down for recess

good thing i got bring bread

gave her a bite of my bread

damn sad i wanted to eat the curry rice from the chicken rice stall

only friday got sell leh!

So went toilet. wanted to go to class early to do our commonwealth

but she grumble at us,ask us to get out =.=

So heres my sinful complain of the day of the nunny:

Wanted to go into class early and thn we knock politely leh

thn jacq went in first thn the nun say

"you dun come in one by one.you think this is the canteen?dont you dare come in and disturb me like that.this is not the canteen.you can come in come out as you like.You all come in as a class come in together come in at at the same time"

WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK

She wanted us to bring the sec 3 english book (the red and blue one)

and she didnt even tell us to bring but she ask us to take it out?!

WHAT THE FUCK LAH

and thn i reason with her she grumble grumble grumble

Im telling you she's on my last nerve

Sandhya came in and i told her bout her and she say i grumble eh!

WTH!?Shes a fucking bitch lah.

And thn i said

"Sister im not grumbling.Im telling my buddy what needs to be brought to school.If she doesnt bring her things thn i will get punished too(she said if one person nv do or bring sth will get punished with the buddy).So if i never tell her thn i will punished too."

Thn she diam diam awhile thn she say

"you can tell her after class" =.=

I WANT HER OUT!

Thn she want us to write on school foolscap paper

She said if we didnt write on the school foolscap she will not mark it

ANOTHER WHAT THE FUCK!

I mean whats the diff of using school's and outside's foolscap

They're the same

She think we all damn rich lah.Buy buy buy

Stupid nun.

Thn she say must pass up the commonwealth essay by the end of the lesson

which is also by the end of the day

but thn she said to pass up on tuesday?!

MORE WHAT THE FUCK!

And she wrote on the board like rules to follow for writing compo/essay

She think we first time writing ah!

She say she want us to copy nicely and file in into the file leh!

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL SIA.

And she have to say morning reflection on monday

and she expect us to sing some stupid shit song

she think concert arh

its just a reflection and she wants the whole class to perform

WTF.

She hold us from after school to 1pm which is like half an hour

to just learn a stupid song

URGH! STUPID NUN.

After school went home.

change bathed...been waiting for jacq since 1.30.

She left her hse at 2.33pm?!

I got to be back home by like 7!

Cannot make it lah...thn was thinking whether to go anod

in the end oso went leh.haha

went to far east

Didnt buy anything

I only spend $2 can you believe it?

I just bought green tea bottle which was 2 bucks

I knw its ex but its town!what did you expect?

Ok here are some photos took!

Standard me on the far left,zilin and jacq.

Taken outside Far East.

They abandon me!Take so close.nv include me :(

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
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Went to eat Macs in the morning with zilin!!

Ate Filet-o-Fish with xtra cheese!Whoo i feel like eating one right now sia

and hash brown with tea!!

My tea story:

I put like 5 packets of sugar you knw why!

IT WASNT SWEET

the real reason is cus the sugar all below.

It wasnt dissolved ok!

Thn i drink till the bottom it was like drinking sugar

I got stir ok.i think nv stir properly =.=

damn sweet thn its like stick to your throat kind haha

so went back to school

and D teo and another teacher at the back gate!!

Zilin forgot to put her phone to silent mode

can you imagine if i call her

CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH will be blaring out her speakers!

thn she put silent mode at the stairs there haha

went for assembly!

apparently theres some commotion in the toilet near the hall

i heard from meeling say the school almost kena fine

something bout gang fight?

Idk anything..im just saying!

thn had Amaths 4 periods

It was not tiring at all!

I thought it was sort of fun

thn i sat with Grace and Sandhya throughout.

we had so much fun!

Did hw and all

thn had emaths...sit with vanessa ,asha,fatin =.=

i wanna sit with jacq lorh

tsk

jacq so good get to sit behind

i hate the new emaths classroom

is like totally dont suit studying emaths there

hais got alot of hw today.

Went to eat at RM foodcourt with Jacq, zilin kellie cassy

they got CCA so ate tgt thn i went home!

I didnt do any hw

iwas idling hahaha

i still got my 4 mags i havent read ok

good thing is a monthly issue

ok so i officially hate english

Its fucking BORING

and what i notice is

THE FUCKING CLASS IS LIKE HOTTER THN IT IS OUTSIDE

which in other words,its colder outside thn inside.

can you imagine outside is like 10 degs and thn inside will be like 30degs

I knw sister feel hot and stuffy too

i cant believe she can tahan

still dunwan on the aircon sia.

just did some hw finish

not gonna do it haha

too lazy!

Just knew from mama tt gonggong admitted hospital.

Idk what happen but im going tml in the late afternoon to visit him

hope i can get home earlier and finish all my hw mans.

Rush day tml!

Ok im bored tts why im doing this.

-What i hate about "friends"...

1) backstab you, bitch bout you

2) call you names

3) suddenly stop talking to you

4) ignore you

5) avoiding you

6) use you

7) leave you when you most needed them

8) talk back when you do nothing wrong

9) suddenly had a change of heart

10)clingy

11)annoying

12)mean

13)inconsiderate!!

Thats about it..haha.k i gotta go slp!Sian must do the commonwealth essay tml!

What happened to the old you?

I miss the old you,the old times.

Its like never the same anymore.

Did i do something?anything?

Is it me?I thought friends always confide in each other.

Thn why are we like this now?

You've changed.You're back to the old you.

I want the "nice" old you.

Im sick of this cat and mouse game.

I dont like this game in the first place.

If i have friends like that i would never do anything for them

because they are not my true friends.

True friends stick with you no matter what.

So is either you wake up or you dont.Thn we leave it at tt.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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Today bag quite light

School was ok..

After school Jacq Zilin Kellie came my hse to eat speggetti!!

Jacq ate ALOT OK!

She say very nice thn eat the last portion

And she took two times

like before we eat thn she went to take the noodles like 2 times thn we eat thn left a little bit she eat all finish

Woah i nv thought Jacq had it in her to eat alot mans

Haha

She supp to leave my hse at 5 in thn end left like 6 plus

haha

ok shall go to bed early very tired.

Hearts you all!

Cutting my hair this week end!!i think

cant wait for CNY

I got all my clothes ready

But thn me and zilin going orchard to find our punk tee

I wanna get a pink tee with a skull on it!

Or something punkish!

Looking for silver bangle!

I think i wanna go back to the vivo there and buy the F21 i saw the other is like big chain small chain kind of bracelet

and the mphasis silver bangle i wanna get!

ok gtg!

Sunday, January 11, 2009
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Had tuition in the morning 10am

for tob's tuition!!Amaths lorh...

I said i lost my hw but is i never do hahaha

I wanted to burn midnight oil and do my hw finish

but thn i was very very very tired

cus went to chinatown and thn so i decided to wake up at 6am and finish my hw

and yes i have done it b4 and i did succeed.

haha.but this time i couldnt cus by the time i slpt it was like 1am and i wanted to wake at 6am?!

So tired i went back to slp..

Off alarm thn sleep hahahaha

and thn i woke up at like 7.30?i think

thn ya did my hw

i cannot rmb anything!

So i only did like 4 sums thn i gave up!!!

so i ate myojo noodles for breakfast cus mummy havent woke up

She damn pig eh!

thn went for tuition learnt new topic on differentiations!

came home rush bathe thn eat chicken rice and thn tutor came when i eating halfway

thn i rush eat finish

This tutor is new he's teaching me physics and emaths

His name is Zheming and he's taking his PhD now.

He's like quite short

i think around my height if not taller bit

and hes like skinny!!

and he's damn luosuo

and he talk like he's so old

I was told he's only in his 20s.

Ok so packed bag and everything

And Monday's bag is FUCKING HEAVY OK

Went to Vivo after school with zilin!

Bought the vest and went to mphasis and bought a gold bangle

Now im all set for CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :)

Saturday, January 10, 2009
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Stayed home and do whatever i feel like doing.

Baked Banana Cake and the pineapple tarts dough!!

Went to Cheenatown at night and came home at about 1am!!

And the next day i have Amaths and Emaths and Physics tuition!

Dont know how im gonna pull through.

I took pics but my hard disk thingy cannt read the mac or my mac cannt read my hard disk

haha...but you get the point right?:)

Friday, January 9, 2009
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The dance. still at Eurasian there

What Eurasians normally cook last time

At the Eurasian place thing.lol

The chapel.Its quite small.

See what they all doing!!Never pay attention!haha

Look at all these letters all from ppl related to or from after the war.

The Chapel

Tired went to sleep!

Look at Cecilia.She's so emo.haha

Elaine and Jacq first day of excursion!:)

WHAT IS FEL doing?!

These two again hahaha!

Today Elaine and Jacq never come to school.

So only me...Lucky today got excursion if not in school damn sian lorh

Same thing followed Zilin's bus..

Thn sister ask me to call Jacq cus i said idk why she didnt come school

so i called Jacq using my hp!!SO COOL

and everyone was like wondering...

So sister was using my hp thn she tell Jacq to go see a doctor and

thn she pass the phone back to me.she didnt even say goodbye to end the call

and Jacq was still on the line..So i answered the call and i was still chatting with Jacq and Mr SKM is in front of me?!Haha i thought he will like take my phone and confiscate or something...

But he didnt of course.

I guess sister havent got the memo tt handphones are NOT ALLOWED.

Ok so went to Labrador Park and Bukit Chandu

Took lots of pictures!:)

After school went to compass with Cassy and Zilin...

We pei Cassy wait for Sherlin or whatever her name is for super long ok

Thn we both very tired took cab to Vivo 15.40 paid 15bucks

auntie give us 40cents discount haha

thn went to go around go toilet thn go eat pizza hut!

Ate until so full ok...And there was a waiter there that is like not guy not girl

and we were guessing if he/she is a girl or boy!

I thought it was a booch but he/she wasnt.it turns out the person is a guy!!

Haha...So went shopping!

Bought bag and my pants!

But i didnt buy the white and black checkered..

I want tt too!

But i not enough money!

I bought the blue and black checkered.cus Black and white after awhile will sian and out of fashion?i think haha...

If i got money i will buy the black and white nxt week!

I went out with like 100 bucks and i came home with nth...

Nxt week im fasting!

Cus i wanna buy CNY clothes

So the whole week i got like 30 bucks

and i zilin pay me back 15.40

so i only got 45.40 bucks leh...TSK broke

The most can only buy one thing leh :(

i wanted to buy the I LOVE MUSIC shirt and vest!!:(

Priority is my vest...haha unless whos kind and nice to lend me theirs?

Ok so if i get my vest ready im only left with the white blouse!

MOST IMPORTANT!!

no white blouse thn have to change whole image liao

If i really not enough money thn cannt buy the white blouse

thn i think i wear white tank inside and my black and white checkered bf tee last time i buy.

aiy!!Duno wad to wear?!

HELP

Watch TV with mama and papa till like 11...

Watched only like the ending part of Ghost Whisperer

So fucking sad!

I dunwan Jim to die!

And Melinder so sad!

She cry like siao!

I cried too :(

Thn they no chance to have babies!

Im sick.And i need help.I want to see the doctor

I dun want to go home.And i need to stop now.

The doctor has my antidote and i want it now.

Its killing me slowly one step at a time.

Im dying inside of me.

Feel like jumping off the building but it doesnt solve the problem

It causes them.

Shows make me open my eyes to this situation.

Yet im unable to do anything.

Materialistic yes.Its my sickness.

Money is my life.

Shopping is my hobby.

Friends are my companion and

It brings out the bitchness in me.

The greed and selfishness is always there

The sadness i brushed it off to loved ones.

So forgive me.Im trying my best already.

I need time.Away from distractions

Away from everything and start afresh.

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