have been watching the BOF show like crazy

i am addicted to them!

at first i like yi jeong and ji hu especially.

but now i like gu jun pyo!!!XD

actually i like all

so i want ALL

HAHAHA

zgoing to learn all their songs in piano

cant wait to play for my frens

coolio :)

will be going to malacca tml and come back on mon

so dont miss me k!

today went to take report book early in the morning

thn come home get ready watch my show

kena scratched...

knw why?

cus the modem drop on me thn the below is got this stand one thn tall tall.

so the bottom scratched my arm when it dropped.

and i was halfway watching my husbands

scratched ready immediately it bled.

dripped off abit but nth much serious

anw was kinda scared to do anything

and i was home alone

so decided to not do anything and continue to watch my show

HAHA

went to bathe omg

it totally killed me like crazy

DAMN PAIN

they say i kena raped liddat or rob =.="

haha....but yea its quite a deep and big and long cut

its damn pain

but im alrite

ill live :D

went out with jess and elaine today.

went to ps to slack and shop and everything

had fun

we laugh like crazy

ill def miss them when i go as well as jacq and veron.

thn go slp again and wake up again and slp again

and wake up again till 9 plus thn get out..

ate breakfast left hse go tuition

fucking hot weather today.

came home.

in the end still got tuition ones.

marcus korkor the pretty boy is going to teach me again haha

oh and he is going to like give tuition

so if anyone wants emaths tutor let me knW!

he's not bad!

so came home bathed and everything

now blogging.

i very regret.

idk bout the zippo lehs..

like i veh scared he dun like

anw im kinda depressed now.

just now told mummy bout my results.

she made me feel so like dissapointed and so like..guilty and stuff.

its so annoying how im always will be dissapointing you  in the end,

maybe i should just dissapoint you all the way even more,

its even better to give you no hope thn when you only pray for tt gimmer of hope.

i think it aint worth it.

anw...yea totally got to motivation to study.

now got. 

i wanna beat her..

i lost to her in 3 subjects.

not literally beat lahs.

as in get higher thn HER.URGH!

 i shall go cry to darling now :( 

she's def gonna scold me like crazy.

going airport soon!flying!BYE :D

add on:

went to eat waraku de pasta

damn nice.

after tt went to east coast to cycle.

cycle like mad

and as i was wearing skirt

went to the flea market to buy some board shorts.

and wear to cycle

so i got a new shorts!WHOO :D

As i was in the car..

i was emo ing

i was totally emo ing.

i thought about alot of stuff.

about how i really wanted to do well.

i knw im always the dissapointment.

but i am not perfect.

no one is perfectt

i knw i have not tried my best.

but i really did try.

at least i tried.

and i knw

if i really studied.

i could have done well.

but i didnt.

and i dont wanna be like tt anymore.

just passing isnt gonna get me anywhere.

you are right.

i knw you all care bout me

but im really tired..of studying

like theres no motivation to study

its like everyone's pushing me

but i dont want to move.

im reluctant to move.

thn after tt i rmb what he said to me..

and suddenly i just miss him so much even more

its been 10 days since we last met

and every conversation we had in tt 10 days was nv long.

somehow i feel that theres a bridge building alr.

since mid years are over.

im allowed to think!hees :D

but yea anw..

its really killing me

the other day went out with mei mei yiyi

she said.

guys rite

if guys really like you.

you reach home ready call you liao.

and no matter what still will pay for you and like make time and do things for you without complaint.

i wonder when will i get tt kinda guy.

seriously to be honest.

all guys ive dated is always the one hurting me or betraying me or backstab me in the back.

ive never ever met this kind of guy b4

ok maybe i have.

but not interested kind

yeas...if only mine came knocking on the door.

even susanti said the same thing..

even daddy says the same thing

though its kinda utterly ridiculous.

but his point,which is

"what is his is mine and what is mine is mine"

is really true.

he say even before marriage or get tgt ready must like tt

but it isnt.

so i havent found THE guy...YET

how i wish he could be like tt.

but he isnt.

maybe i should widen my circle more =.=

i really wonder.

i was imagining his face when i ask him to close his eyes and surprise him

thn i think think think..

if im not allowed to shop..

thn how can i give him stuff.

and what if he doesnt like the zippo?

what about the jacket?

what about the keychain?

i mean

shoudnt the guy be the first to give first?

so im kinda confuse to give or not..

hais...

and i dunwanna like...be the first to give

cus i wanna knw how he is like to me

i mean you knw...

once you give gifts...its like u surrender liao =.="

anw its stupid.

so means im stupid.

and yes i totally AGREE

how annoying it is,i have to agree.

so i only decided to give him the zippo.

i dont even care if he likes it or not.

im fussing my brain cells over this dumb issue =.="

decided to pon school today..

scare me thought my parents call me actually is my maid call -.-

came home now blogging

supp to get cycling and running but broke and lazy

haha ill nv loose weight this way =.=

going to meet zilin later maybe..see how.

cus i gotta get my jacket

bored like fuck rite now.

i wanna go back to slp!

walau tml got tuition :(

sian to the max about tuitions.

its totally runing my life

anw i got 1 more thing to add bout my KL trip

when we were leaving thn we took the lift down to the carpark..

at the carpark lift near there ouside.

got this big big butterfly.

which was damn preety

and it was stuck in the like room b4 you go the carpark

so it was flying around trying to get out i think..

anw it was the biggest butterfly according to my knwledge

these kinda butterflies are gonna get extinct lahs.

so rare see until them

anw...

yea it was about the size of my hand.

so we use a plastic bag to catch the butterfly thn drive out of the carpark in front of the hotel got trees and all.we set it free there..

that was the most memorable memory i will nv forget.

and i was the one tt set it free.

ytd went to school

so bored to death

came home bathe

went out to meet mei mei yiyi and her fren

watched angels and devils.

the movie is not bad.

hahaha but sadly not everyone will appreciate tt kinda film.

its really amazing the storyline

how detailed everything is.

and how everything is connected.

i swear this guy can win the writer of the year =.=

or even director.

yep sp ytd had quite a fucked up day.

first i went out thn meet them i cabbed there

stay there 5 mins i cab back

cus daddy say he go mrt pick me =.=

thn i cab home tt time i realise i lost my hp behind the cover.

so its like....my hp is coverless behind now.

wtf thn cant find?!

and i go meet daddy thn he rdy at the mrt station thn he say what erm gotta cancel my line

like wtf lahs damn sad.

im changing everything to my prepaid le

so txt me at my prepaid guys!

might not reply if you call or txt my 911!

anw yea went home and everything damn tired lahs.

slpt at like 11 plus.

txt txt txt michael till fell aslp at dunno what time.

woke up at 7 went to school

go walk around the estate wait for parents to get out thn go home.

end of story!:D

toodles!

Today after my paper was such a relieve

The paper was 1hour 45 mins

but after 15 mins i ready finished like more thn half the paper and left 3 queestions

which i was like killer.

i left like 26 marks blank =.=

there goes my A1

TSK

Hais..

anw after finishing my paper i was smiling like an idiot.

its like finish paper le!:D

anw looked around

walau zilin slping can. tsk

hahhaha

so after tt met with jacq and elaine go my hse.

bathed all did make up left.

sry i took damn long.

AFter tt went to town.

funny thing is i wanted to bring them go eat Breeks

thn i rmbed the place wrongly

so we like searching like crazy

and we were all like starting to get really really hungry.

so yea we just decided to eat pizza hut.

omg im so shock at myself.

i totally couldnt eat finish everything

after eating two slice of pizza,2 chicken and one bowl of mushroom soup i was like totally full

but yet i force myself to like eat 2 more chicken

haha drank alot.

after tt went to bugis.

dont talk bout it.

shopped.

i only bought a red dress.

finally got it!

search for damn long le.

and now i gotta find my red jacket.

tt time couldnt afford cus not enough and my music shirt oso gone TSK

damn sad lahs.

yea anw....after tt we left the bugis at 7 plus

when we supp to meet them at 7 at kovan

met them thn walk damn far thru ulu ulu place thn to this like sort of a open air pub.

the guys played darts.and the girls played kill sex mary.

haha damn lame lahs.

and we planned for my bdae thing worh?!?!

OMG i cant wait to finally get to like you knw..

hais revenge IS SWEET.

anw yea left like 10 plus damn early

sry my blog is dead.

b4 i left or the nite b4 i like totally txted all my darlingssss...like you knw to say goodbye

anw was up talking on the phone till 3am plus in the morning thn went to slp

for some fucking 2 hours

5am woke up to leave SG.

we woke up but when we set off ready like 6am plus.

anw...was like really sad tt i couldnt like meet him one more time lorhs.

maybe im not tt like no.1 impt?

anw...left and go cross the borders

slpt for some fucking few hours

was totally in a fucking mood.

anw....

went for breakfast somewhere near JB.

the wanton mee the best.

the fried kway tiao OMG

its really best best best kind

yea anw near there like got alot of dogs.

and these dogs like literally own the streets.

they dont care got car or not.

its like their road liddat

anw this dog started to get real horny and he like literally fucked this small female dog

prob in her teens if speaking human years.

and the male dog is practically an old uncle.

can you imagine an old uncle fucking a teen girl?OMG?

and they were like in front of us =.=

like on the road.

cus is road side eat mahs.

yea so reached KL at around noon.

went to check in this like service apartment/hotel called Ascott.

Its damn near the KLCC which is the TWIN TOWERS.

and its damn near this new high end shopping mall called PAVILLION.

The hotel also has room service XD

got TV,Hi Fi system, got spa got sauna got gym got sky lounge got jacuzzi and many many MORE!

far out from KL.

after tt went to aloha to club haha

with daddy and mummy of course.

the place DAMN happening!

 after tt went back to the ascott's sky lounge to chill and look at the twin tower's view!

tts all for today!

till nxt time!:D