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Sunday, September 6, 2009
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The more i read whatever you all have to say the more i am getting angry.

in the first place what you did was wrong.

the way you handled things was wrong

perhaps if you would have talked to Z in the first place and told her how you felt about him

we wouldnt have been in this state that we would not even be friends at all.

Whatever you did was what you caused.

Stop saying that.

your srys and everything

whats the point

if i took ur life now

and burn joss sticks to apologise to you when you're alr dead

would you even forgive me?

So dont give us your crap.

The fact that now we didnt even say anything liao and you make it even worse by blogging this kind of stuff that you had enough of it.

How dare you?!

you were also the one who caused my frens hurt and pain.

and you dare say enough

Whatever we txted was cus we meant it.and the hurt you gave all of us is too much.

whatever i said i meant it as a fren.

i want you to wake up,

you said whatever you did would be wrong.

thn did you even think harder before you even did that ur good friend.

you said you felt tt she's like a close relative or sister to you.

sisters or even cousins would not do that kind of thing.

so dont even say this.

rmb what i txted you when you and z thing happened?

what did you promise me?

you said you wouldnt do anything that would hurt me and all of us.

you said it yourself

you said you wouldnt be like B

but in the end what happened?

did you even think carefully?

as a fren im still saying this because i care abt u

but it doesnt mean i will forgive or have forgiven you.

did you even think?

lets say you and him broke up?

thn?

what happen.

after 1 and a half years of friendship is just broken up with a guy you barely knw for less thn 2 months.

is it worth it?

i really hope so.

if he makes you happy thn ok.

but what about in the future?

the long run?

did you even consider?

you oso knw this:

guys come and go

but best friends/good friends stick tgt always.

and btw wtf

stop taking the blame for each other.

or TAKE FOR HER.

its annoying.its like some chinese wu xia pian love drama

i cant believe you.

after all this and you still treat her so good.

i think you've too nice heart.

idk to say you stupid or will be a good bf in future.

and some more you want us to act as if nth happen.

you think we can do it uh.

its utterly ridiculous.

you say you hate backstabbers and liars.thn arent you one too?

btw no matter how many liang xins i mo.i will never ever ever do that to a friend.

because at this age i knw that relationships dont last very long.

the chances are slim even if they do.

like i said to bear.i very zhong shi friends.

and all of my friends are impt to me,

i would go through great lengths just to protect my true friends.

and i can say you are also in no position to say that to us

=.= and by saying that you are asking us to put ourselfs in u all the shoes.

dont put dumb sentences pls =.="

you ownself said in order to maintain our friendship we must be honest

WERE YOU?

go and fan xing yi xia

i can swear i did not talk bad bout you ever.all of us DID NOT EVER.

what happened to trying not to lie?even a white lie?

you knw we didnt even intend to blog bout this at all.

since you all wanted to blog thn we've got no choose but to do it too.

whatever we blog is only for once.

after this post there will be none about you guys anymore.

because they will nv end

you can post whatever you like in ur blog idc.

whatever i said here is whatever i wanna say to you and tts all i wanna say.

after i said my piece if you are unhappy thn tts ur problem.

in the first place you were the ones who did wrong.

so i cant say that u dont deserve it.

and if you cried is cus you guilty and it was ur choice and it is ur fault

so dont blame us because you cried.

no one forced you.

its only been two days since we've knwn this.

how many nightmares could you have?

anw dont stress urself out.

i knw its hell

but since its ur choice

it comes with the consequences.

after today we all ge zou ge de.

we will not bring up this matter anymore.

i hope you and him last long.

cus he's all you have now.

good riddance.

i really wish you hadnt done tt

we are all sadden and dissapointed in what you did.

thats all i got to say.

live ur life happily.

i hope in ur nxt bunch of friends you really treat them well.

thanks for being there for me when i needed you.

but this time i cant be there for you when you need me.

i really wish i can.but its too late.

btw you are not the only one suffering and are in pain

WE ALL ARE.

Thursday, September 3, 2009
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wow my blog is like dead.

hais recently alot has happened and to be truthful

im just tired of all this.

i dont even knw where to start.

i really have to update my blog

i mean im not 15 anymore.

so got alot to do,

i cant wait to go HK

i wish i can go and live there or go australia.

i dont wanna come back.

cus of everything.

every aspect of my life now is an added stresss

idk how to react dont knw what to do about it.

i guess it all triggered this cus of the hypocrite thing.

i mean come on.

you think im dumb or what.

idk why you think like tt but i mean....hais i really dunno what to say ready

so sad to see you cry and you dont want to clear the air :(

saddens me alot.

worse thing is it might nv be the same anymore

hais i cant wait to start a new life.

so tired to have this kind of friends leh..

i mean..hais its like a nv ending problem because of conflicts.

and its worse what qi hua is exchanged.

i wish you didnt say tt to make her upset.

i mean ur words were really hurtful.and you didnt even apologise.

can these problem even end?:(

i wish everyone can just get along :(((((

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