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Monday, March 31, 2008
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Current song playing: Push
Time: 6.53PM

Today was a happy and bitter day for me..
For getting mocked by my good frens today..
Just because of a guy..School was super duper sian today...First period damn farnie..We had double period of Bio..Ms Rai cannt tok so she write thn all of us were like reciting wad she wrote..Hahas...Still lesson was conducted..Nxt weds and Mon she not coming school but walau still got lesson lorh :( Must bring book.tsk..

Had chinese test today..Haha cant reveal much..Because i dunno who reads my blog and who doesnt..Just can say sth bout a paper and the lunchbox thing..Sry dunno how to spell hahas..Left the section A totally blank...So 16 Marks gone haha...

Felt unwell during P.E
Stomach pain..Like wind liddat pain..I used to have..So pain almost died..
Had Emaths today...quite ok..The seat nxt to me(empty) is like a trap with honey and the bees are veron and Elaine..They got chased by the monster!Ms Tan haha!..No lah jus jkjk..
But they really come sit with me and got chased..Hahas..Thn got P.E.fucking bitch tok to me about HIP when i tok to her about P.E cus i feel unwell..Thn she book me...I ready got SCOM lorh..Bitch.I think im fat ok..But i dont think im THAT fat.

Recess was so fun today..Laughed alot!Veron finally tok today!Yay!
The second time all of us have recess tgt was today!Happy haha..After recess was Emaths..Thn physics..Walau Mr Chan arh damn lame leh...He say show us black magic he show us how the thumbtack can go into the wall thing..Haha thn he told us about some murder story!Damn freaky..Omg thinking of it gives me the creeps!!I'm scared!
After physics was CME haha..damn farnie..we all jus ran out of the classroom but the Grace Lee nv scold hahas...Thn erm took photos tgt...Hahas..

After school Veron Zilin Cassy and me walk to compass..Almost died!so hot.
Thn went to compass so shiok got AC..Went to Hougang Mall with zilin and veron..Because tml was April's Fool but we sadly didnt get anything :( After tt saw the HAHA Crab stall..so we went to see HAHA crab..But the crab nv HAHA for me :( Hahaas...Went to SASA didnt get my mirror..So walked to my hse..

Played com with them do the blog thn watched Chuck and Larry and eat noodles!Piano teacher came early today so didnt watch the last part :( Pls tell me wad happen!!Jon Jon came today with his PSP thn played car racing game..hahas...After tt got chased out of the rm cus mummy and daddy come back rdy..

Thn they go back so send them to the bus interchange..Stayed with Zilin at her stand..Thn say sth bout him thn she go tell veron when i ask her dun tell veron lorh!TSk stupid zilin..Thn she call veron leh walau eh!Thn i go veron's bus stop thn like tok to her...Thn i told her if she's my matchmaking agency i would have sacked her..Thn she say hers cannt sack because its the Mel & *** matchmaking agency..Tsk so lame lahs!Thn her bus come rdy..She lucky her bus come..

Thn after tt walked back to zilin..Thn we talked lahs..Thn she ask me why i dunwan to like break with him..I mean like i really cannt let go lehs..I tried to send tt msg but i couldnt make myself do it..Its like asking me to kill my parents.I will jus say it and not do it..Because i cant do it..AFter tt her bus come..So like we nv talk rdy..Thn i walked home..Almost cried..Holded my tears..Thn i went home to bathe..Got some msg when i bathing..After i came out i look at my phone..Thn zilin txt me lorh..So touching ty zilin for being such a good fren i love you.

Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks so cute!!!SO CUTE!
Time: 8.47 PM

Its just tt i cant let go..I hop it'd get better in time.I just need some time to get over it.

Sunday, March 30, 2008
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No pictures today :(

Not really in the mood...Nowadays...so emo..
Song currently playing: Better In Time,Bleeding Love
Time:9.57PM

Today was the last lesson of AMaths...
Marcus going work on tuesday so cannt teach me rdy :(
Sad lorhs...Woke up at 7plus...Slpt again...Wanted to eat porridge for breakfast but not enough time and mother havent woke up so ate hotdog bread and tea..Thn mummy and daddy send me to tuition...They wanted to talk to my tuitor after tt...But they went to drink their coffee and tea and eat their breakfast..

Haha..Finally Sundays no need to wake up so early ready...Daddy oso...He so poor thing sometimes saturday he got to work...Never really got a chance to slp in...Thn every morning must send me to skul..Walau...Now praising him thn he ask me get lost from the com again..Tsk.make me damn pissed lah...Now using his lappy..All because of the stupid mother of mine...She lah...Because she have to buy the new tv...Now daddy have to fix it..Thn make me cannt use the com..Tsk.

So after tuition end at 12plus..Mummy and Daddy talk to Uncle andAuntie May..And Korkor Marcus..They talk so long!!Bout me and Cas...Alot!Thn Aunty May ask me if i got socialise with my AMaths classmates anod(She thinks im anti-social)..Thn mummy oso question me..walau eh...so irritating...thn i say i nv really tok to them thn she say "cannt liddat eh..wait ppl think you proud or wad.."***** lorh..feel like asking her to shut up...I dont like my class wad.wad she gona do bout it.Amaths Class oso..All the ppl like suck.And i dun like MOST OF MY CLASSMATES...They all like so wad lorh...When they wan help they suck up to u and treat you nice...The nxt they treat you like you're invisible or some alien or just dont care you.I hate it..I so wont help ppl anymore.Make me feel damn sad lah...In the class i feel so unwanted..But got joanne there with me so its abit better.And of course veron and dearest.So its so much better!
I feel tt they are so mean..I mean i really want to help them one lorh..Thn they like treat me liddat.I dunno wad i do to have such "frens".

Hais...Mummy made me cry talking about those..Thn shes like making me feel so sad..I really want to tell her tt some of my classmates are liddat..She wouldnt understand..So i jus keep quiet..I cant really tok to her anymore.She doesnt understands me.No one does.Daddy oso..Even if i tell susanti she oso cannt make me feel better.She will tok but she oso cannt do anything.
I so wish elaine and zilin were by my side thn :)
Thn i thought of the farnie things and the happy things so i felt better.

After tt went to serangoon there..Mummy go see sinseh or sth...for her back...Haha damn farnie can...Uncle do until mummy watch come out...So li hai!!Thn next next door is a watch shop so daddy go there fix it...costed $1 haha...Daddy holding mummy's shirt somemore...thn mummy no shirt wear...Stuck there haha..Left there...Went to eat bak kut teh...Damn pissing..Never clear my table..Thn ate 2 bowls of rice..Damn shiok...Fucking hungry..After tt went temple at Toa Payoh to bai bai..Saw shuai ge..farnie lehs...Wherever i go he oso go bai...haha..cute lorh he..
Hahas thn after tt went back home..Played audi..Thn sian ready so went offline..Convo with elaine and zilin...went to bathe after tt at 6 plus...Aunty lilian came for dinner...Ate dinner tgt while watching No Reservations...The movie so sad...Make me cry...again...lols...Made me think of HIM..And him.haha...made the pics of all of us including veron's fren in vivo as my wallpaper..Haha...Now watching the jacky chan show...so farnie..Daddy bought my DVDs rdy..Dunno when can see it with my good frens...and bake cake..WAnted to book chalet but hais i be guai lah these few days..Hope she change her mind.Sian tml got chinese test.and got piano :( I just rmb i havent write zilin's letter..sry :( tml reply u...

Time: 10.14PM
Currently: No song playing.

I think of him again..We pei meh?i think we look wierd tgt..I dunwanna stay at homE!i wanna go out shopping!!Omg! this is killing me!!!GRRR!!I havent drank my barcardi haha..Cant bear to drink it..Well gotta go..Muacks muacks!

Saturday, March 29, 2008
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Soft-toys of the week!

Won these toy!They eating my lolly :)

This morning finally slpt in.Woke up at 10AM.
Ate mee sua for breakfast.Thn watch MTV's Chart Atttack.
Till like 12 plus...thn went to mummy's rm to see and play com..
Dl-ed some songs..Thn went to play audi with cheryl darlinqq...Played
battle with her...damn shiok...perf x6 but still lost to stupid NPC...
After tt heard some sounds from below so went to see..Gugu came to out hse and they were eating lunch...which i didnt wan to join cus i so full...But i still ate anyway...one small bowl of noodles...They were watching apartment 1303.Damn scary...so i went down to watch after i log out of audi..Thn we watched...i so scared..thn after tt we suppose to go eat dinner with uncle mico at East Coast.So i went to bathe first..When i bathing i kept thinking about the ghost looking at me...cus elaine dearest lah!stupid dearest..she say wad i will scared until i dont dare bathe..TSK lah..After tt continue to watch the show but gugu go home rdy...thn daddy went to pick uncle mico..so i changed thn continue to watch the show...So scared!I watch alone you knw?Thn Uncle Mico came thn he gotta call his wife so i paused the show..Thn walked around home...So watched a little tv but volume soft lahs..After tt continue the show..Finish rdy thn we left home to East Coast!Went to walk around..Got games there..Thn walk to the restaurant...We got special treatment cus we complain about sth...Sibei full...thn after eating a little bit i not feeling well again...Went toilet thn vomited.After tt walked around again...Bought lollipop!Thn watch ppl car racing..Thn passed by the so called arcade..They got the machines with the toy de...Catch the toy thing...i played thn i got 2!yay...Lost $6.Got 2 toys..Happy!First time kena..Thn went home..wanted to watch No Reservations with mummy but her DVD Player so lousy...Daddy send Uncle Mico to the airport...He leaving tonight to Switzerland.Sian lahs tml got AMaths tuition...Maybe tml last tuition...Watching this shyt show in tv...Alot of scary shows today!So irritating..Haha almost scared to death for watching Final Call..During dinner saw this small boy having a RED PSP! i feel so shi bai lahs...he so young i how old..i dont even own a game player..Other ppl got DS got PS2 PS3 some got Nintendo Wii..i have nth.Hais...

I kept thinking about him & him today..Make me sad and happy.

Feeling rotten.

Friday, March 28, 2008
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Haha it was fun!!All of us....and elaine and zilin in the train...Look at out rubbish.

OUR STOLEN CARE BEARS!!!!!

OMG I'M SO FEELING THE SIANZATION NW!

SUMMARY OF TODAY:

Today first four periods was AMaths..

Learned some new stuff...Kinda boring...Thn cheena...

SHAWTY PAIN IN THE ASS DIDNT MAKE ME PISSED TODAY WHICH IS A GOOD THING.

Walau nxt Mon got chinese test..must study Chap 5,6,7,10 leh...

Tts alot!Can die..Just kill me man!

After tt was recess..Veron was very quiet..walau tok leh Veron!

Recess made me happy..This year,today was the first time all of us went for recess tgt!

So happy :) Haha...After recess was English...I havent pass up Eng essay haha..

After one period almost half the class went for AC..Elaine arh damn lame eh!

She keep raising her hand like if she in the AC thn she have to go lorh..

Haha whole class say her sia...so farnie!haha..

After English is EMaths...Emaths we did this one page thn must let her mark...
Quite ez..thn must draw the number line...I notice my number line and graph quite weak sia..
Must practice more..Walau my Amaths teacher maybe not teaching me anymore after this sunday leh...so sad!:( haha after tt paper thing Ms Tan let us watch this movie!Everyone like tearing lahs..The movie was damn sad!Even Ms Tan's eyes like red red sia...Haha almost cried!
Damn touching.The Title: Tuesdays with Morrie...
Wanted to buy the disc...But Ms Tan say it's not sold in singapore.so sad! Wanted to watch some more but it was time!Walau...

After skul went to meet zilin at the piano with veron...

Everyone was there!Turns out they have to collect some worksheet for F&N.

Haha thn Elaine couldnt join us but in the end join us sia..Stupid Elaine Dearest.TSK

haha jk!:)Than we all walked to compass pt in tt stupid heat.If i walked in it for another 5 minutes i would have gotten heatstroke.Haha..

Thn we meet veron's shuaige :)))))) at compass pt..(walau i like him abit...why arh...tsk.lame sia)haha thn we take train all the way to vivo!Long ride down..Finally reached..Walked around...Went to giant first i think...thn we stole some carebears.I took the PURPLE one...Zilin took the PINK! and elaine took the TURQUOISE colour one...veron didnt take any..

Haha went to eat burger king...started to feel unwell so only drank sprite..went back to giant thn help veron to get one yellow..zilin took another one for her sister...thn the stupid security guard keep looking at us...gave us a scare man!after tt hang around..thn ask veron's fren help me buy barcardi :) its in the fridge now :))))hehe...after tt veron went suddenly...duno wtf happen.dunwanna knw wads wrong with the drama queen of the day.after cab home with zilin and elaine..Came home...daddy was home..treated me damn nice..real scary...still damn pissed with my parents..its 10.01PM my mother just came home,texting elaine and zilin...

THX guys ! for today...it was damn fun...Love love!

ELAINE & SAREEN & VERON OWE ME LETTER

Thursday, March 27, 2008
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Hais....I'm just rmbering the past...Feel like i've lost something or someone..or loved oneS..
Haha i'm disturbing Zilin right now...sian lah...tml got 4 periods FALA...

Haha It was raining just now...Makes me think of this photo..Haha...Zilin rmb this photo!So fun lah tt day...Sians....now is 6.47PM and mummy's not home yet..Daddy got dinner and mtg...Hais...i wanted to tell him I hearts him de lorh...but nvm lahs....tml say to him...Haha...i miss HIM right now..i've been thinking whether i feel complete without him or not.and the answer is idk...i hate this kind of feeling...like i'm at a lost.Hais....

Rmb 2C?I miss it!Funnest Days of my life...

I miss it when all of us are tgt...It wont happen anytime soon though..I'm still thinking what to do for my B'Day....Got any ideas besides chalet do tell me k!Taggit.

School was shyt today...Stupid SHAWTY PAIN IN THE ASS make me damn irritated today...She better not call my parents if not im gonna make her my #1 MOST HATED TEACHER OF ALL TIMES.GRRRRRR!!

Haha talking to zilin now...she hor....help me dl song oso nv dl properly de...haha....zilin dun angry lahs...Haha....I'm hungry!7.15PM Now....Mummy's not back.

Today supposingly supposed to have AMaths test And Geog...Geog was fine...I left 3 blank...So 3Marks gone..Haha...I like last minute study lahs...Lucky Mrs Elan gtg after one period thn we can use it for studying Geog..Everyone was like stressing over tt one classtest.In the end classtest quite ez (2pages).The class was like damn quiet...Even one sound everybody will like 'SHH!' Haha....our class so cute sia..

AMaths test got cancelled and postponed..Because Mrs Elan thinks tt we all are stressed out because of the AC and all tt...So nxt Thurs thn got test...Today SS damn sian lahs..Listen to the Mrs Ng's voice can die...so pitching...Thn Cheena....Sucks...we did zuo ye...so guai hors?haha...thn English....We didnt really do anything..Mrs Sena just tell us about the orAl and exams and stuff...Most of us weren't listening...We were like doing the geog hw...copying or studying for geog test...The whole class like in Stress Mode sia...

Finally recess,was damn hungry...today veron join us for recess..(happy)was damn quiet..espiecially cassy...then me and zilin tok tok tok tok...Haha...fun lahs..Elaine went with Judi..After recess was Emaths,2 periods.Learned inequalities...not bad though...but quite sian...finally got called to do sth on the board.Haha..thn Me and Elaine went back gate left veron...felt kinda bad though..I guess she went home..Just now after come home...nv eat anything for lunch until now...tts why hungry!Thn teach casper how to do his stupid cheena...let him use com for it...use damn long lahs!until like 4plus...thn i go bathe...thn i audi until 6plus..walau my audi fren nv play audi rdy sia...make me feel so alone...made a new fren today...she's quite nice..idk her yet...we'll see :)Thn called daddy....he said he got meeting and stuff so hais.....now 7.33PM.Mummy's NOT BACK!Mummy just called... :( she ask me eat first..By the time she get home rdy 8 plus lorhs :( i dunwan to eat without mummy :( im gona wait for her..Sweet hors?hehe...TSK...8.01PM.mummy called and say she not coming back for diiner..instead she go out with daddy to eat dinner with some visitor..TSK

Hungry girl got to stop blogging le..

I MISS HIM.It's not everyday i hope.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008
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WALAU IM DAMN STRESSED!
Tml got AMaths test and Geog test!
i DID NOT TOUCH ANY BOOKS..i didnt even study lahs..
shyt lahs...still got geog hw...i dunno how to do..
getting sian of sk

WALAU EH!IM STRESSED OUT!

Tml still got test walau...feel like quitting skul..

Skul sucks now..
Haha but today was quite ok lahs..
Today got SS thn i do with Supriya..
Sians...thn physics....Mr Chan hor lie to us..
he say let us off early for recess one...
still must wait for bell ring thn can go...
got difference meh...
HAHA today veron damn pissed with mosquito..
He cancelled todays meeting..thn she dunwwan go home thn she
pull me pei her slack awhile..thn we walk around cp
went action city see my hint hint..but dun have :(
Sians...took some picture with elaine during class...
Dont rmb which one though..HAHAS getting older...
Recess was kinda dumb haha...elaine and veron go with judi
thn me cassy and zilin and kellie...we like tok alot.haha
walau I MISS HIM!I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS PIC THINKING HE WILL MSG ME.BUT I KNW IT WONT HAPPEN.
Wah happy arh today...ONLY DAY WITH NO CHINESE!
but tml got...i think two period ya...2..
WALAU MUST SEE THE
SHAWTY PAIN IN THE ASS FACE.TSK
She hor...called elaine's dad jus now..cause we never pass up zuo ye!
ZUO YE!!WALAU BIATCH LEH!
TSK.GO DIE LAHS.damn pissed now...showing her attitutude tml.
GRRRRR!Daddy & Mummy got dinner...

so im alone in the rm now :(
haha..Not feeling well all of a sudden...Headache..
this few weeks keep getting them..dunno whats wrong with me
Hehe...now 9.24PM...zilin asking me do sth for her...
thn she keep asking me if i free anod..TSK walau zilin just say lahs!Haha..
haha zilin ask me find related factors spurces of egg...
i dunno whats tt..Her F&N so poor thing...so cheem.
Haha...now watching the 9o'clock show..damn farnie lahs..
Walau...still got letters to reply..TSK
Busy me...haha...
I just miss you.no doubts.Missing wouldn't hurt rite?:(

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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Haha.Just came home from school...
Skul was shyt today....
Stupid CLC(tortoise) made us run two rounds around the gym and hall
HAHA but i ran one....my muscle pulling sia...pain like hell..
Thn did standing broad jump,and thn the dip and push up on the chair...
Muscle gona rip apart!
Walau dl-ing CABAL again...cant open files...
COrrupted or sth...
Went to compass today with veron...took the bus...
waited damn long...thn saw charles taking cab...
HAHA thn go buy acash with her...
buy from the uncle like so dulan liddat.
Thn i go home by train..Veron meet her shuai ge..
She's damn dumb...she dont even rmb what the guy look like..
Thn she roam about walking cluelessly..haha
Thn went to msg zilin...she reply so long.tsk
HAHA tml got tuition..sian.
Thursday got classtest...
I havent even do hw and study yet..
HAHA i think i gona fail like siao lorhs..
I'm bored..i think i gonna play audi later..
Walau...like wan rain thn nv rain liddat
Weather nowadays are so wierd.
hais...got to go le lahs...
End time:4.31PM

Monday, March 24, 2008
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OK first post......haha just finish my new blog...
Now is 5.37PM i havent do finish hw
tml die lorh....got eng...
Sian lah....i wanna go shopping..

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