firstly,

last night slpt quite late cus i couldnt slp.

stayed up watching my show!

im totally addicted to GG

its super nice!

im only at ep 11 of season 1!

i still got 2 more seasons!

and 90210 to watch and taking the stage

and also flashforward!

meanwhile,i think i better start on doing my pencil cases.

i mean.....i totally suck as a artist cus i dont do well with deadlines.

ill prob start on mon and give it to them by the time class started?

well...good news is my budin spree stuff has arrived!

thank god!

i totally have nth to wear!

im like bored with all my clothes.

hmm..maybe i should auction them and get a whole new set of clothes!:D

oh..gotta go learn abit of korean and get my bean hat soon!

its about 3-4 weeks from now till i leave!(to korea)

i totally got no winter clothings!

good thing can wear mummy's.

and i still got my fur jacket bought from Japan!

ah!!!omg!!!mummy say we're going jap!soon!again!

WHOOHOO

she say we're going to an onzen the nxt time!

hope i can experience snow!

super cool lah!

ok so....kinda pissed off cus my 42 inch tv is giving me problems again!

its like not the first time!

im totally not kidding.look at this:

guys!dont buy the brand i use!though im not really sure what brand it is!

nvm!

Today had a block mtg thing for hougang here around my blocks for lift upgrading.

apparently,it is quite interesting to watch

they were definitely claws out there.

but well,believe it or not,it was not at the MP

it was at each other's remarks.

Its like this.

We were given a Q&A session with the MP,Mr George Yeo,

and well..there was a certain person who seem to be unhappy because shes afraid of the noise level.(shes not affected.she lives on the ground level)

because the whole criteria is that those affected are the only ones who need to vote.

so lets say for my block,there are only two levels(common walkway)

its lvl 1 and 3.cus well its a mansionate.

and she lives on the ground floor.

she expressed that shes unhappy of the fact that it may be blocking the way or build in such a way that it is in front of someone's hse.

but well his anwer was of course that they have to look at the way the building is build as certain buildings are complicated in designs.

and she wanted to vote to not have a lift!

well after that another person leashed out at her saying that she shouldnt be so selfish because there are ppl who need that lift.

SO its like sort of a interesting moment.

after she said her piece,everyone clapped!Loudly!

well it certainly was an amusing event.

And another thing i noticed was that the MP was not prepared in answering the questions asked at all.

and it also proves one thing.

there were certain ppl who idk if their dumb slow or just plain not listening,they could just stand up and get the mic and ask questions of which are alr stated to us.

After that came home watched abit of tv!

had dinner with auntie and all at toa payoh for prawn mee!

it was quite fun!

Till nxt time!

Toodles!:)

Well i skipped ytd

forgot to get my letter

the stupid nun say i cant take my report book if i nv give her my letter

in the end she oso give...

wtf lah.

thought today was going to be a long day at school

but we ended quite early

we ended at 10.40

our recess time,

went home

was kinda tired and everything

not feeling well.

took some flu pills and slpt awhile

just woke up not too long ago.

now i gotta blog while i load my GG

if not i cant blog anymore!

Totally got me addicted to watch.

but now bit tired to like watch.

cus i feel like shit.

not only cus of the flu but oso cus of some problems

recently we hardly talk and everything

so im kinda down.

and it seems like its not the same and he hardly txt me anymre.

im just sick and tired of going throught the same thing that happened 2 years ago.

i knw that feeling.

and trust me

its not nice.

so at that moment i was feeling really "brave"

so i quickly sent him a txt before i change my mind.

that was sent at 12.56PM

and now is alr 3.54PM

its been 3 hours and theres no reply!

tell me what to do!

i dont knw what to do!

im trying to get him off my mind!!

but nths working

and i dont feel like doing anything but slp it off.

and trust me when you've just woke up i dont think you wanna lie on ur bed again!

bet i cant slp tonight again.

these few nights i havent been able to slp well

and im so sad!

and its not like i can cry it out or let it out or sth.

cus i just cant cry.

or so sth to make me feel better.

im really sad!!:( and i dont knw what to do!

i totally hate this kind of guys.

i thought he was well.sort of different

but i guess i learnt it the hard way huh.

since all guys are jerks and they're all the same.

Toodles,

gonna go sulk.

OMG excited!

and scared!!!!

going to having tuition and everything

so its kinda harsh!

but well....its a major exam rite?

Toodles!

which means yes SATURDAY!

Ive been looking forward to that day since almost half a month before

and not only me but im utterly devastated that he didnt show up.

okok back up.lets start over.from the top.

So.Woke up in the morning to get readyto go to meet cassandra,jess,siewli and marie

apparently marie overslpt

so went to meet cassandra at the mrt first.

thn took the train to meet jess first thn met up with siewli at doughby after that.

marie meet up later at PS.

so was quite bored cus we were earlier and theres nth much to do!

so we sat the the place nxt to cotton on and there were alr ppl queueing up

i have no idea what they were quesueing for

and i was guessing it is those with the tickets

cus you knw there are only a 100 of them.

got some quick bites

hung around

thn talked abit

and waiting till it was time

and man was it packed!here are the pictures i took.

we waited and waited and waited

got squeeshed.

got sweaty and got screamed at

but Lee min ho apparently gives a no show.

lots of fans including me is kind of dissapointed and angry that he gave a no show

cus well i just wanted a glimpse of him

but apparently there isnt any at all.

and i am totally sad!

i should have gone to JB with my parents instead!

and they are like.....keep saying that go there waste time and everything

just like how i expected it.

Anyway.since it was still quite early after we decided to leave PS,

we went to ion!to find prom dress for siewli!

aiyo!

i tell you ,the way they shop is like they will nv see anything

but in the end we got her dress

everyones happy

thn we went home!

but siewli and cassandra went to dinner at hougang after tt.

bought my salmon and sweet talk

and went home

cus i was craving for them :)

apparently

my parents decided not to come home early to have dinner with THEIR DAUGHTER

and THEIR DAUGHTER ended up having a lonely dinner.

ate some soup and rice for dinner after tt.

and went back up to study!!

or more like facebook!

Till nxt time!

Toodles!:D

Woke up like super early today.and theres no school!

Went to "work" with mummy and daddy.

had breakfast with them

thn went to lavender to get my new passport!

its kinda cool

cus its the new high tech thing.

but i prefer the old one

now the passport number and ur ic number is diff

which is kinda dumb.

so ive to like rmb new number -.-

anw...

went with ah ma oso.

supp to go visit ah zhor at serangoon but apparently no one picked up the phone.

so we went to buy otah.

after tt came home

and surprisingly my cousin came my hse for no apparent reason.

now hes like watching fast and furious on dvd.just bought it from malaysia last weekend.

bought alot of discs but havent watched it yet.

recently ive been thinking alot of everything i have and dont wanna have right now.

some things just bugs me some things make me comforting.

some things make me happy yet sad.its one of those bitter sweet moments.

but what i realise is i dont wanna be left behind.

so ive determined to work really hard nxt year.

i really wanna get good grades and get into a good poly for the course i want.

ive yet to decide what i what though

sometimes i wonder how ppl knw that that is the path that they wanna take?

how do you knw tts the thing you wanna have for the rest of ur life?

im afraid.

afraid of loosing the time and wasting my life away to having known that it isnt the path i wanna take.

im afraid of loosing ppl along the way.

ive lost some and win some.but its never gonna really be the same after this year onwards.

this year i did really really badly.

i totally dont have anything subjects that have a B3 or above at all.

thats what freaks me,

at least im grateful tt i have the chance for another year.

anw.....good news is tmr is the day the LEE MIN HO IS COMING TO SG!

im utterly excited!and i was hoping the promotion thing is still on for today

cus im going over to stude hse to get me some scratch cards.

i only have 16 bucks.

so its only enough for one.

not sure if lady luck is smiling on me today though.

i really wanna go there!

hes like autographing for 100 fans!

im so excited.

itd be a pity to not go there.

anw...hopefully i wont get squeeshed!

hot si le!

anw....moving on....but after the good news is the bad news...

Monday's O's IM SO NOT READY

so is maths paper

im totally not in the mood right now.

but im afraid.

my mother says that its definitesly hard to get an A and that we'll def be retaking nxt year.

which means we'll see the fucking nun's face more often thn you'd imagine.

which kinda sucked.

i was hoping id get an A thn i would be able to just do the other subjects

i wasnt pinning for chinese though

if i get a B3 id be alr over the moon.but i doubt tt would happen.

Anw i should stop soon.

as least now my blog's not dead huh.

dont knw if my loyal reader has moven on to another blog reading alr.

bet its boring to keep reading those big red words.

times have changed now.

people changed.

so have i.

ive got to admit.

im no longer the same.

cus suddenly,im aware of everything around me

every person's character.

its kinda sickening to say though that they aint pretty.

Id like to think the world is perfect and people are nice.

But the fact is,in reality.

NO ONE IS EVER NICE.

they just wanna be friends with you and stab you in the back when you walk away.

Seems like conficts are all around you knw?

sometimes i feel like there isnt anyone to trust.

thn now trust becomes an issue because you no longer knw what to believe or do anymore.

There are many questions in life that im figuring out right now.

and no one can answer them.

only i can answer them

and its making me wanna throw things on the wall.

i knw....anger management

my temper is getting like flared up these few days.

its like everything makes my day go bad.

and the worse thing is?

ive got no one to talk to.

oh you'd think id talk to idk a guy whose supp to be there for you.

or someone close to me?

but the fact is actually ive no one i consider close right now.

and im glad its like that.

cus you knw...i realise i like the peace

yeah its kinda quiet but ill make do

and the best part?

NO DRAMA.

there used to be so much gossip and drama going on.

yeah there are but i choose to ignore it,

cus its stupid.

but its one drama that really got me thinking is that.

if she went through all that.and she told me bout it means she trust me that much

though we're not that close compared to her close friends.

but why me?

and i knw ive been through lots of shit before.

but her shit was way like idk a tv show or movie.

and it was real shit.its like worse thn mine and it was way harder.

and i knw how it felt.

which makes me sad cus theres nth i can do to make her feel better.

gotta go.

BTW NEVER EVER GO SHOPPING WITH A GUY!