Ok ytd was quite a fun day

i was so glad tt bio was over ok

was damn busy these few days back

like what sia

like some crazy person mugging for life like tt

some more tt whole thing was on my mind

like keeps coming up to me.

some like stupid nightmare tt comes up?

walau eh sia

ytd ate fried rice for after school

Sandhya Elaine and Veron come my hse

DAMN FUN

we do elaine's hair haha

damn fun lah

thn jon come my hse too

after they left i entertain him too

thn we talked alot.

i learnt alot of things i nv knew bout vik

oh its all good dunwry

hahah

yea its just like a wierd thing lah.

idk.thn i learnt stuff tt he did lah

its not saying bad one

like just whats he like

and i knw what he thinking and what he've been doing since tt day

something like tt

yea

thn like we talked lorh...long time nv like tt ready sia

cus jon always busy

and for as cousins the only closest ones are huiling jon and cas

the rest like nv really contact one.

and since jon like live so close they always come my hse

thn will play lorh

Didnt do hw cus finally a free day!!

thn went to bathe after dinner

tts it.

at night had this three way fight(sort of)

with jon me and vik

somehow lah

(vik)he like overreact on some acconts.

and idk lah

actually i dont even knw wad the fight was about

i just sent him this txt tt i knw hes been avoiding me and i knw it cus its really damn obvious.

im not ignorant or stupid.

and i dont live in my own world anymore.

so yea

i sent him tt and i said i dont blame him at all

and he like idk leh idk how to explain

he keep saying is jon tell me one

this is between me and him

but he somehow keeps pulling in jon?

and like the way he txt is like

we not gonna be frens anymre

and im very shocked and sad because he nv talk to me this way b4

and he's been acting very wierd since tt night

and in the text alot was said.and i told him he is a coward

and im saying he is a coward because i think he handle this situation like worse thn me

and ive nv been through this kind of thing b4

but i thought i handle the situation quite maturely.

but i dun feel the same for him.

he's like some girl.very popomama kind

thn idk i thought we say be frens 

thn he liddat?

shouldnt you like be happy since you gonna get engaged.

you already got what you want from me rite

cus im just a stupid toy to you.

long story rite

not all was said.

anw apparently

jon ask vik why he nv reply me all

he said is cus he wanna avoid me and forgot whatever happened between us.

only my close frens knw

told elaine bout it over the phone

cus we chated.

so she knw the like whole story now.

zilin was with me the whole time

yea and i really appreciate it.haha love you my bitch!:)

ok lah not bitch.but my good fren

my really really good fren.

yeaps so went to slp.

oh i think tok to jon bout whatever happen

our reaction is WTF

what this vik doing sia.

these few days and weeks im quite close to jon

because of tt unfotunate event

and only 3 of my closest frens ok some not tt close

but those i trust

(jacq you should be happy)haha

only knw what really happened.

and i can say its like really my foolishness

but oso my oversight

and i do regret actually. a part of it lahs

but im quite practical and down to earth bout this whole situation

so i guess i stopped thinking bout it

and got over it

i mean its no point moping bout it

and just like wad jacq said

just treat it as a lesson learned.

yea these words are really true

yea so school was quite slack today

supp to go eat zilin's stupid ban mian

thn ended up duno why from huiyu and zt go take bus with us 

till eat with us

but i had fun

and we took photos!!

thn zt and huiyu supp to go back cca

but they ended up didnt

pei zilin go buy her baking stuff

yeap

so monday they coming my hse for singing session!!

Will be damn fun

i wanna hear how we sound like sia.

cant wait

yea so during physics class i told jacq bout the vik thing

oh physics

hahaha the funniest thing happen

jacq's testube somehow break

cus idk why oso

the bottom got hole

thn all the mellamite come out to the beaker sia

so funny lah.it just had a hole at the bottom

thn this elaine itchy hand go break somemore

yeas

so zilin came my hse

talked alot

i will be damn sad if she go shatec

one part of me dunwan her to go and one part of me want her to

cus if she go she'll be fulfilling her dream

but i dont want her to is cus ill be damn sad if she not in school anymore.

like itll be diff

and all of us will miss her like siao

and seen what my cousin has to go through is like no time one

so we will surely drift apart.

yea

HHOW

talked to jon on the phone at night

talk for like some time

jon told me vik like dunno like go sot ready sia

i oso think so.

cus jon told me vik nv like tt b4

like wow shocking

thn yea put down

maybe call him tml or wad

he no school tml!

mummy daddy last min got dinner

so only ate with susu.

walau lah fucker.say from 3to5

thought can slp thn do hw

thn last min tell me 10 to 12

k lah want to slp ready

tired

and my whole body aching

my hand damn pain

i think i sprained it!