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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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You knw what

i finally see what this world is.

Today.

Everything is so fuck

and there is just nth beautiful about this world.

because i see no light already.

Theres no light at all.seriously.

Even someone i love so much who i thought had so much faith in me

could end up being a hypocrite and turn against me.

Id nv thought this would happen

but its so stressful.

Just because of my past, you judge me

just because you have complete faith in me,

you push me like shit.

I knw you care about me

but what hurts the most is what you knw bout me tt cuts me deep.

Id never thought i say this but i dun want to be tt person anymore.

I want to be someone who couldnt care less about studying or who dont give a fuck about school.

I seriously dont want to study all this shit anymore.

You nv understand how i feel.

You think you do

but you dont.

this world is so hypocritic.

I cant take it anymore.

I dont want to live like this anymore.

Im breaking free.

You all think this is some kind of joke rite

wow melissa is having a breakdown or what fuck

well who gives a fucking shit,

im human too rite.

If you were in my shoes.

you would just hang urself.

because tts what i want to do now.

Just cause of my past you say im the one

you always say my fault.

You always pin point me

yet you help me

and thn you use casper to demoralise me

Everything is my fault.

Yes my fault.

Im not good enough for you.

Just cause casper is your puppet doesnt mean i am.

I never was and nv am ur puppet.

So shut the fuck up bitch

my stuff doesnt concern you anymore.

Stop telling my mother all ur fucking lies.

U're always on my back.

Did you give me space to breathe?

I just want a breather.

I cant take it anymore.

somehow studying dont seem as important as it is anymore.

Oh who cares.

Ill just end up being somebody in the end.

A nobody. tts who ill be.

bloody fuck.

Lets drown our sorrows in vodka!

Going macs tml with zilin.

sure gonna have cannt open eyes.

cried like fuck.

everything seems to be about me and my faults.

The world is fucked up anyways.

Wanna go now.tml thn blog.

cant wait for val's

Geog was funny

chased elaine like fuck

i think practically the whole day

thn mrs wong was like i received a compliant tt you hit her(elaine)

thn i was like no...she hit me first.

thn haha she stand on my side

too bad for elaine hahahha

thn she still ask me if im ok.and if she bully me again thn i complain to her

hahahaha

poor elaine

oh yea today end school 20 mins earlier.

so happy.cus we had fire drill thn it was bloody fucking hot

but had fun chatting though

thn we were released early.

YAY for once the school is doing its job haha.

Bused with zilin to hougang mall

i say i not going to eat in the end i eat with her tsk.

cus susu go buy some herb drink at chinatown!

went home like 3 plus.

oh print some photos just now

9.80 gone hais.

went home com.

plus played this new game.bout making ur own restaurant

damn anooying

cant seem to get it rite.

oh so i own a restaurant and im the chef and i have to like keep the restaurant proper and stuff.

quite lame but hard to play.

wanted to install in the hotel one and sims but cannt leh.

hais so just played this

actually ive got hw but im too lazy to do

thn actually in good mood

thn got fight with my mum.

is like she dun understand

i knw she standing on my side.

but no one else is.

i knw im useless.hopeless good for nth

but this is seriously damn low

aiya dunwan say rdy lah gek sim.

some more the more i say the more i get irritated

i just go day by day now.

cant wait to finally compose our own song.

ready wrote quite a few but no melody come to me yet.

so taking it slow.

i wanna try getting a band.but hard to find drummer.

So far now we going to like train our voices.

and stuff yea

zilin coming my hse sat!:)

pract singing

im gonna make her sing louder!!

Oh i forgot to blog.im getting over him

i figured its not worth it especially if its gonna affect my frens relationship.

My frens are more important.

Sad is sad but my girls are more important thn any looser guy who likes her.

Its seriously my waste of time.

Plus if its forced it wont mean anything at all.

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