quite bad mood today

as in some parts were fun

but most of it was shit.

you knw i really excited to do my thing for my frens

but thn now i really got no mood to do it anymore.

cus this question comes into mind

am i treated nicely back?

i dont think so.

as in its not tt its bout how one treats another

its the selfishness tt bothers me

and it seriously suck

because i really try very hard so tt we all dun drift apart.

and it seems like its not working

so from today onwards im giving up.

and you guys can all think bout only urselfs and ur future or whatever fuck you are thinking

i seriously dun care dont wanna knw dont bother to find out anymore,

if you wanna keep the frenship fine ok.

but if you dont even bother thn id rather not have a fren like you.

and im talking bout general

i seriously want ppl to wake up

this could be our last 2 or last year in school and you all are like not treasuring ur frens

and time you guys have tgt

dun give me crap comments.

you knw what i dont even what to go on saying

cus its not worth it.

i get myself upset over and over again for nth.

cause i figured hey if they dont care why should i?

its a total waste of time waste of energy getting my hopes dashed.

go think about it.