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Thursday, May 14, 2009
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Dear god,

today i have sinned.

I bitched about someone.

Whom i love and whom i care for.

I seek for forgiveness!!???!!

please forgive me!LOL

ok this is lame

but i really have sinned

i sin everyday

cus i curse everyday

like this..

FUCK.

simple rite?

its just a word.

HAHA.anw......back to my usual blogging.

Today had emaths paper 2

was SO unprepared.

last nite came home supp to study all

but couldnt concentrate cus i was feeling DAMN HAPPY!

and some more i was like some idiot smiling the whole time.

i tried to contain it when i was with mummy and daddy lol

red thread damn sad

i dunwan Grandpa G to die!

walau so sad!

especially when ming ming and mrs periara said it

DAMN SAD!

almost cried!!

Anw i thought the paper was abit hard

cus got some questions i wasnt able to do.

yeap.

i suck at the cumulative thing

my paper 2hours 30 mins

we the only 8 girls tt left to do paper

haha after tt only had like 15 mins to eat and to study for bio!

totally didnt study last nite cus damn tired.

didnt really slp the prev nite.

so i was like fuck it lah close book slp

hais but woke up to a txt from honey!

which was like 1am send de.

so poor thing he said he was doing hw

so xin ku :(

nxt time pao those herbal tea for him.

haha i cheat lahs.duh just buy give him or ask susanti make for me thn dabao give him

HAHAHA!

eh its the thoughts tt count ok!

HAHA.anw after paper

walked out with dearest and vanessa.

thn walk to CP with vanessa.

talk to her and all

kachiao her

i say got bf must intro leh

haha thn shes like i dun have lahs

i knw you have rite

thn i said no lor...

we like tgt but like not.idk oso lol.

anw i dun really care if he dont ask,

so long as im with him :D

sry ahs

stupid girl in love here!

Haha yepp halfway found out tt jacq and veron at BK

went there walau so many ppl there

thn quite fun stayed there for 2 hours like tt

was SO HUNGRY!

Grace was there,

Fel was there

Marie was there

Kaiting was there

Jess was there.

yepp should be all

Was damn hungry

got no money to eat :(

nxt table after tt sit em's clique wor.

said hi to them

cindy was there oso.

smiled at her :D

Kope sweet from grace

took the last one HEE.

Kaiting and marie was like rapping Chem stuff.

thn they like yo yo yo type

WTF?!

haha fun anw

went home

veron and jacq send me to MRT

thn talk talk lorh.

thn go home!:D

daddy bu shuang i use com when i come back

=.="

give me a break!

Cant wait for tml

i ready got ready my outfit!XD

hope honey comes :(

Zilin is coming tml!yay.

she better NOT PS.

imh like fuck.

hais.hope my wish comes true :(

Dearest say shes missing out on my life.

i kinda agree.

like now i dont really talk to her much

cus kinda busy and all.

sometimes nv reply her cus i veh lazy reply to sms es now.

well except honey's :D

and my hp keep lagging and hanging.so fuck

but i do miss her and i hope after exam we'll go back to the way we are again

so this is sth special only for my dearest:

Dearest,

No matter what we'll still stay good frens and ily!

Thanks for all the things you've done for me throughout this 2years

and i hope we stay good frens.

rmb i told you i ready found my true fren?

i think its you.

ily you dearest!lets keep on counting the years alrite?

not months not days but

YEARS.

enjoy ur holiday!

hope you miss me when i go MY

I knw i said its only for dearest but

i cant leave my 3 girls out rite?

Veron,

Thanks for being there when i need you

You're a good fren

and i knw many things in the past were ugly

but i wanna tell you that ily as a fren

and duh if he doesnt love me you'll still love me

just like i love you though i mean you knw what i mean rite

i knw today wasnt ideal for you cus you saw him

i bet you're damn happy and damn sad and all

but i just wanna tell you this

no matter what ill have ur back

24/7 my hotline is open

just open ur contacts!

ok?ILY.

and what you wrote in ur blog is so sweet.

"If he does not love you, I will love you more than him lehhh! Hahah! As a friend luhhh, I am not a lesbian! (: I am straight, straight until cannot even be bended. Hahah,"

ILY veron.and lets be good frens forever

Jacq,

I knw our past isnt ideal

but im glad we have put tt behind us

if not i wouldnt have such a good and caring but yet naggy fren like you.

And thanks for the sms of encouragement ytd.

im really touched and happy about it.

anw the same goes for you.

no matter what,if you need me or sth

my hotline is available 24/7 for you!

Ily.

lastly....

Zilin,

hello spelling book stealer.

i cant believe we became frens cus of a spelling book

i should really thank the spelling book because if not i wouldnt have met a fren like you.

even though it was like many many years ago but you still rmb!

even susanti rmbs you!

haha anw glad we're frens.

knw you for so many years le :D

hope we have a great time tml!

ily!stay frens forever

hey you was cheated by him ytd!haha.

MAPLE STORY!

loves! :D

Ok shall go bathe now.

damn hungry waiting for dinner!!

going to die le.

shall not study ready

last paper heck care.

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