At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,
Friday, May 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:16 PM

Sorry havent been bloggin of late
have been watching the BOF show like crazy
i am addicted to them!
at first i like yi jeong and ji hu especially.
but now i like gu jun pyo!!!XD
actually i like all
so i want ALL
HAHAHA
zgoing to learn all their songs in piano
cant wait to play for my frens
coolio :)
will be going to malacca tml and come back on mon
so dont miss me k!

today went to take report book early in the morning
thn come home get ready watch my show
kena scratched...
knw why?
cus the modem drop on me thn the below is got this stand one thn tall tall.
so the bottom scratched my arm when it dropped.
and i was halfway watching my husbands
scratched ready immediately it bled.
dripped off abit but nth much serious
anw was kinda scared to do anything
and i was home alone
so decided to not do anything and continue to watch my show
HAHA
went to bathe omg
it totally killed me like crazy
DAMN PAIN
they say i kena raped liddat or rob =.="
haha....but yea its quite a deep and big and long cut
its damn pain
but im alrite
ill live :D
went out with jess and elaine today.
went to ps to slack and shop and everything
had fun
we laugh like crazy
ill def miss them when i go as well as jacq and veron.

still the zippo remains.
i dont wanna keep it much longer.
its meant for you.
the first gift ever and this kinda thing is happening to me?
so wtf.
these few 16 days.
i have been trying to distant myself from you.
trying to put a bridge in between me and you,
because im afraid.
im afraid of rejection.
and the bridge is the only way it can make me feel safer
can i trust you one day tt i dont need tt bridge anymore?
i hope so..
right now..i cant see the future.
its dark and musky.
theres no light at all.
everytime you do something tt i feel dissapointed im always giving excuses for you so tt ill be more understanding
but i realised im a very selfish person.
and i need ur devotion of time.
if not you'll looose me soon.
i knw you're busy.
but how busy can one person be?
even gu jun pyo says he's busy but hes not
he seems to be SO FREE!??
urgh.
hate it.
i dont wanna keep faking a smile everytime
its really tiring and im sick of being fake.
all i want is a little of ur time.
is tt so hard to ask for?


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