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Friday, May 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:16 PM Sorry havent been bloggin of late
have been watching the BOF show like crazy i am addicted to them! at first i like yi jeong and ji hu especially. but now i like gu jun pyo!!!XD actually i like all so i want ALL HAHAHA zgoing to learn all their songs in piano cant wait to play for my frens coolio :) will be going to malacca tml and come back on mon so dont miss me k! today went to take report book early in the morning thn come home get ready watch my show kena scratched... knw why? cus the modem drop on me thn the below is got this stand one thn tall tall. so the bottom scratched my arm when it dropped. and i was halfway watching my husbands scratched ready immediately it bled. dripped off abit but nth much serious anw was kinda scared to do anything and i was home alone so decided to not do anything and continue to watch my show HAHA went to bathe omg it totally killed me like crazy DAMN PAIN they say i kena raped liddat or rob =.=" haha....but yea its quite a deep and big and long cut its damn pain but im alrite ill live :D went out with jess and elaine today. went to ps to slack and shop and everything had fun we laugh like crazy ill def miss them when i go as well as jacq and veron. still the zippo remains. i dont wanna keep it much longer. its meant for you. the first gift ever and this kinda thing is happening to me? so wtf. these few 16 days. i have been trying to distant myself from you. trying to put a bridge in between me and you, because im afraid. im afraid of rejection. and the bridge is the only way it can make me feel safer can i trust you one day tt i dont need tt bridge anymore? i hope so.. right now..i cant see the future. its dark and musky. theres no light at all. everytime you do something tt i feel dissapointed im always giving excuses for you so tt ill be more understanding but i realised im a very selfish person. and i need ur devotion of time. if not you'll looose me soon. i knw you're busy. but how busy can one person be? even gu jun pyo says he's busy but hes not he seems to be SO FREE!?? urgh. hate it. i dont wanna keep faking a smile everytime its really tiring and im sick of being fake. all i want is a little of ur time. is tt so hard to ask for? |
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