thn halfway 3MORE MINS TO MIDNITE HOR

OK today woke up thn did the registration thing

thn i found out i cant be in it

cus im NOT 16 yet

they count by birthday.

i so looking forward to eat

Im touched by Dearest's words.

Thanks for console-ing me. :D

OK so went to ah gong hse

thn ate bird nest!

thn Ipoh and dunno who dunno who come to ah ma ah gong hse

thn yea stayed awhile lorh

thn go home!

i was like chao zhe yao go home bathe cus the weather really very very hot

thn go home and bathe all

used abit of com

thn went oop to meet honey.

he come all the way just to meet me :D

i feel so bad for choosing SI over him

in the end i aint even eligible to enter.

The day b4 we still like "fighted"

bout mtg and everything lorh.

idk lahs.

this whole thing is making me confused

anw i had fun with him

though it was just a short 2 hours

he change new phone to andri's phone?!

the "blackberry"nokia version

hahaha

he asked me if i missed him like 5 times?!

and he like make up to me with alot alot of kisses cus he was like late.

but good thing i was home if not id be like real pissed

lol.

I cant wait for 15 may?!

its gonna be a fun one

though itd be sad tt im leaving for holiday the next day.

i hope 15 may turns out the way i anticipate it to be.

cus its my wish

I hope to like you knw go out with my girls/clique for a girls outing

thn go sing K

and shop and all

thn at nite maybe for dinner meet those guys

like daniel and tk

and call honey along too

hope its happens like tt.

thn slack till bout 11 plus thn i go home

i still thought of what time to go home

like 12?!HAHA

anw i nxt day going to malaysia liao for 4 days

so i hope that i get to see honey b4 i leave.

and i already pick out an outfit to wear!?

Hope i look pretty tt day

its yet another TA-DA DAY!

hahhahaa.

omg this is too =.=

cant wait to go malaysia!

16-19 im going KL

and relax

thn 30may to 1st june im going malaysia again

but this time im going Malacca

I told honey bout it

thn he was like damn sad lahs

he said like wtf?!why go tt kind.

thn he said sth that made me sad and yet happy

he txted me "thn other days lei?sigh.like tt lorh...go lah go lah leave me here"

my first reaction is a mixed emotion

like i was like flattered yet angry too

cus i mean he said go lah go lah like you knw ask me go lah dont come back tt kind.

yet reluctantly go lah kind

so i was abit annoyed.

thn he say "leave me here"

which means he cared?!

and it shows he's sad

thn i try cheer him up lor

thn i say im gonna miss you like fuck.are you gonna miss me?o.o

he txted me back

"yes i would miss u silly:)"

though the pissing part is tt i gotta ask =.=

Anw besides him,

after tt went home

thn went to use com awhile

was so hungry

thn we go chomp chomp there eat chicken rice for late lunch

thn go East Coast Park cycling

we cycled like fuck

ok so when i was cycling

i came across this uncle

ok not an uncle more like an old man

whom im going to describe as "cute"

he was cycling too.

and he was wearing an umbrella on his head...ok

yes thn his bike had a basket

which in his basket he had those fishing rods

and apparently a radio

which was on.

and the radio apparently if im not wrong,is an eng FM radio

and the song tt is playing is Lady Gaga's Poker Face.

Now,dont you think if you were me,You'd think tt this old man is "cute"?

im talking bout really cute lahs like not scarcastic or anything

but really cute.

anw i noticed when he passed ppl ,

ppl would look at him differently.

so i just rode on.

i nearly got into a near-death accident

cus ALOT of ppl.

and it was a very dangerous day to cycle.

yet luckily i did not come into any harm.

ok so after cycling

we rested and looked at the sea

how i wish he was there with me

it'd be super romatic.

but thn every other thing seems to stand in the way

its like now i noticed that

i dont see any future of us,i think far but im trying to like compose myself

because i knw tt we may not last and i am mentally prepared if this kind of thing might happen.

its just tt i am scared of the outcome

though i knw if we are not tgt.i knw for sure tt we would still be good frens

but i wont want tt.ok its 50-50

i want him to be mine.

you knw like not literally.but you knw what i mean rite

if you dont thn NVM MANS.

But like yea.

and what i realised is tt.

im actually grown more thn last time

i knw for a fact tt he got potential but its not good enough?

no one is perfect

but sometimes i just cant stand him

though i knw for sure hes not like you knw dashing or whatever

but i still find him adorable in a way tt he cares.

but not caring to the extend yet.

idk how to explain lehs.

anw i really really like him and the feeling with him is tt 

i feel...safe and stable when im with or without him

its not the case when im with derek or with _____

i mean i'd be worried sick tt i keep thinking tt he got to be flirting outside with girls and all.

but for his case its diff.

and i mean for a fact tt he actually listens to what i say

like i asked him to cut down and stop smoking

he havent been smoking for 3 days.

and hes down with the symptoms rdy

im really proud of him

and im kinda flattered tt he actually listened.

so anw.

went to eat at toa payoh after tt.

ate prawn mee.

thn called for more

like got fish ball kway tiao ate fruits and all

shiok meal

thn the drink seller 

got one guy 

i think is the sell drinks auntie the son

quite HOT AH

hes cute

thn iwas like saying to my family

thn we started talking bout guys =.=

i start talking bout tk.LOL

thn bout..guys like good looking guys the pros and cons.

talk bout hot guys macho guys cute guys.

like my dad was attracted to my mum cus of her BIG EYES

=.= yea and my daddy taught me tt

whats mine is mine and whats his is also mine.

haha he say ready b4 marriage must be like tt

LOL

got more but i lazy type.ANW.

i came back home and bathed

thn blogged

talk to veron online

and we are actually competing the longer and fastest who can blog.

sry for the broken eng

i lazy retype.

cus i gotta go chiong my amaths hw soon and i wanna slp!

soo TOODLES!:D