well these few days ive been "recoopering" at home hhaha

tts what i wanna call it

im fully recovered now.

so yea but im staying home like crazy

just some things ive been doing lately.

like ytd had lunch with daddy

at waraku!

took the train down to have a nice meal

ate damn full

didnt eat dinner though

ate fruits,

ok so 

had some frens over today

not really a term "some" i guess.

its more like dearest and jess.

well i did have fun haha.

we watched some tv and we watched uninvited.

thn we did some hw tgt!

well it was kinda fun.

tsk this stupid jess.

she keep doing hw

thn make me feel so guilty cus i wasnt really doing at all.

thn me and dearest made her stop doing haha went up to my room and slack

thn we did some camwhoring actually.oh before tt we had talks.thn jess like....ok nvm hahaahha

woah long time nv type ready

my hands are suaning now.

you knw its nice to have some fun once in awhile.

but sometimes like these few days

i just dont feel like going out or do anything

well ive been like staying at home eating watching tv and playing psp and well reading books.

just last weekend.

i actually spend 300 bucks on storybooks.

can you believe tt?

its so......omg.

cant stand the world.

i cant like wait to start my career and everything

i really wanna make it and make those things i wanna have and do those things i nv got to do.

i mean seriously.

like who wana live poorly rite,

ok so back to today

actually im kind of sad.cus we're to meet.

its been like 4 weeks ago.

its like hes really busy and stuff.

well i just miss him like crazy

and somehow M seem to be really tempting to be with rite now.

but well.i SO cant stand him sometimes.

i mean talking to him can feel so pekchek sometimes.

and its not the same.

i really miss C rite now.

its like the whole day i just couldnt wait for nite to come.

thn come tt msg thn oh i couldnt make it or oh im sry i cant make it.

im so so so sick of it.like seriously.

well im trying to be understanding here.

but my understanding has its limits too you knw.

well if i dont txt you thn you cannt txt me uh.

omg guys ah

seriously useless kind of species.

omg after what dearest told me thn i knw tt you guys are THAT bastard.

like seriously wtf?you think u so mature ah

if you so mature you wont even bother saying those fuck stuff.

and tt you would understand and back off.

like wtf?we kids?like real man!

we girls are SO much more MATURE thn GUYS no wait you're not even fit to be GUYS

you are BOYS.

only boys would think like tt and have a fight deem fit.

omg i cant believe im wasting words blogging bout you bastards rite now.

i should stop like seriously.

its not even worth it

but really one last thing.