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man ytd wanted to go back school thn halfway got pain thn went to see doc

cus of my steamboat

haha

im so miserable

i have to like eat light stuff like plain porridge for a week!

can you imagine a week like tt

plus i cant eat meat :(

no chicken no pork

isnt it horrible!

urgh.

i just can die.

so didnt go to school today.

but i have oral so need to go back school in the afternoon

its almost been a week since ive been to school.

i miss it!

plus like i bet i missed alot of stuffs.

so i cleared the air with her ytd.

its like a burden being lifted.

i love and hate her.

its like sometimes you just adore someone but you just wanna kill them sometimes.

i mean literally but.

yeah.

anw erm..

lately my relationship's on the rocks.

im really tired of it.

i dont knw if im willing to end it.or just preservere.

like surely it has to go through some tough times to become stronger but its like

hes really getting onto my nerves

and hes so being overprotective its like theres no space anymore.

and like i want a guy who can like you knw be there but not so demanding and like not go overboard.

sometimes i just wish it never happened you knw.

like sometimes i just wish he'd get over it.

and like i really dont knw what hes thinking about and its really annoying.

its like sometimes its fine and the nxt its like woah snap!

im just really tired and idk what to do

thank goodness for my sick sick sick period tt i got like time to like think bout things and stuff.

ive nv been sick till like tt b4

first its like flu last week.

thn when im better sun i had gastric flu =.=

i thought it was food poisoning but it wasnt.

so after tt idk how it came down like it travelled down.

i would say it took the lift.cus it was quite fast.

it made me go poopy!

so became diarhoea.

omg you nv wanna have diarrhoea.

its the worst thing ever.

but im better now.

im gonna meet him like soon.

but its like hes late.

like we didnt say a time...but still?

its like im waiting for him damn long

i txted him at 10 and he replys at 11?

his time is so way off.

its like idk what hes doing you knw.

like i dunwanna knw

i just dont wanna have to question his every move.

its just tiring and idk.i guess im just confused.

well imma watch the city.

toodles.