Well i skipped ytd

forgot to get my letter

the stupid nun say i cant take my report book if i nv give her my letter

in the end she oso give...

wtf lah.

thought today was going to be a long day at school

but we ended quite early

we ended at 10.40

our recess time,

went home

was kinda tired and everything

not feeling well.

took some flu pills and slpt awhile

just woke up not too long ago.

now i gotta blog while i load my GG

if not i cant blog anymore!

Totally got me addicted to watch.

but now bit tired to like watch.

cus i feel like shit.

not only cus of the flu but oso cus of some problems

recently we hardly talk and everything

so im kinda down.

and it seems like its not the same and he hardly txt me anymre.

im just sick and tired of going throught the same thing that happened 2 years ago.

i knw that feeling.

and trust me

its not nice.

so at that moment i was feeling really "brave"

so i quickly sent him a txt before i change my mind.

that was sent at 12.56PM

and now is alr 3.54PM

its been 3 hours and theres no reply!

tell me what to do!

i dont knw what to do!

im trying to get him off my mind!!

but nths working

and i dont feel like doing anything but slp it off.

and trust me when you've just woke up i dont think you wanna lie on ur bed again!

bet i cant slp tonight again.

these few nights i havent been able to slp well

and im so sad!

and its not like i can cry it out or let it out or sth.

cus i just cant cry.

or so sth to make me feel better.

im really sad!!:( and i dont knw what to do!

i totally hate this kind of guys.

i thought he was well.sort of different

but i guess i learnt it the hard way huh.

since all guys are jerks and they're all the same.

Toodles,

gonna go sulk.